She frowned with annoyance. 'How stupid I am!' But the little episode
relieved the tension between them; and, as a child might have done to a
play-fellow, she suddenly put out her hand, and, taking his, pulled him
down beside her on the long, low, leather-covered couch. 'I want to
speak to you about a really serious business, and I know--at least, I am
afraid--that you will disapprove of what I want to do, and that you may
try and make me alter my mind.'
She spoke nervously, with a new, a gentler, note in her voice. A blessed
peace stole into Winfrith's heart; he chased the dread which had for the
moment possessed him, and it was in his usual tone, with his usual
half-bantering manner, that he asked the reproachful question, 'Why did
you say that--I mean, as to this being the last time? Surely I have not
deserved that you should say such things to me!'
'No, indeed--indeed you have not!' And the hurried humility with which
she spoke might well have re-awakened his premonition of coming pain and
parting. 'But you will soon understand what I meant, when I have
explained everything.'
Again there was silence between them; but Winfrith, her last words
sounding in his ears, feeling her dear nearness, though he had moved
somewhat away from where she had placed him, was in no haste to hear her
confidences. Secretly he pledged himself not to scold her--indeed, to
listen patiently, and to help her, however unpractical and foolish the
scheme for which she sought his help.
At last Penelope, paler than her wont, her voice tremulous, lacking its
usual hard, bell-like quality of tone, spoke, and to some purpose: 'I
have made up my mind to do what you have always wished--that is, to
endow the Settlement. Though what you said just now about my husband and
his arrangements made me angry, I know it was true. He ought not to have
left me such power.'
Winfrith felt relieved but bewildered, and straightway he blundered.
'Certainly something of the kind ought to have been done long ago, but
you always opposed it. You----'
'I suppose I have the right to change my mind, to be guided by
circumstances? Besides, I am tired, utterly tired, of the responsibility
as well as of the Settlement.' She looked at him fixedly for a moment.
'I know what you would like to say; that I have had nothing to do with
it, in a real sense, for many years past. But that is false; no day goes
by without my receiving some tiresome letter or letters. Whenever any of
the "Settlers"'--Winfrith had never before heard her use the
contemptuous term--'fall out, and they are always falling out----'
'That at least is untrue,' he interrupted.
'Yes, they do--they do! And when they do, then they write to me to patch
up the quarrel!'
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