'Is that quite true?' he asked slowly.
'Absolutely true.' She spoke eagerly, defending the truth as she had not
been called upon to defend the lie. 'We have had our happy years,
David--your years, my dear. You always seemed quite content----'
'Did I?' he said bitterly. 'Ah well, now comes the turn of the other
man!'
Penelope started back, wounded and ashamed. She put her hand over her
eyes. For a moment they both felt an intangible, but none the less
reproachful, presence between them.
'I beg your pardon,' he said hurriedly. 'I should not have said that.
Forgive me.'
'It was my fault,' she answered coldly. 'I brought it on myself--I know
you had great provocation.'
There was a painful moment of silence. 'I think I must leave you now,'
she said at length, 'I will write to you to-morrow. I do not think our
meeting again would be of any use. We should both say'--her voice
quivered--'and perhaps do, things we should regret later.' She held out
her hand, her head still averted, wishing her anger, her disappointment,
with Winfrith to endure.
But suddenly he drew her again, this time resisting, into his arms. 'We
can't part like this,' he whispered urgently. 'Forgive the brutish thing
I said! I promise I will never so offend again--I swear I will respect
him--the man you love, I mean.' To keep her another moment in his arms
he abased himself yet further. 'You must not be afraid that I shall
quarrel with your choice. Surely we can remain friends--he shall have no
reason to be jealous of me.'
But punishment came swift and sure. Again he felt her shrink from him,
again he felt another presence between them, and the jealous devil, so
lately laid, once more took possession of his soul.
He thrust her away. 'I had better go now,' he said hoarsely. 'It's no
use. You were right: we had better not meet again.'
And as Penelope, swept with infinite distress, compelled, mastered, by
impulses the source of which was wholly hidden from herself, came once
more near to him, again took his hand in hers, looked up mutely into
his face, he said roughly, 'No, no! keep your kisses for the other man;
I will not rob him any more!' and, fumbling for a moment with the key in
the lock, was gone.
CHAPTER XVI
'For a pinte of honey thou shalt here likely find a gallon of gaul,
for a dram of pleasure a pound of pain, for an inch of mirth an ell
of mone: as Ivie doth an oke, these miseries encompass our life.'
I
After her return from Kingpole Farm that night of stress and storm,
Penelope felt strangely, terribly forlorn. Those about her seemed
changed. She gradually became aware that she was being watched,
considered anxiously, by her mother, by Wantley, even by Miss Wake.
Cecily alone among them seemed as she had always been, but even she, or
so Mrs. Robinson suspected, had gone through some experience which she
was keeping secret from the woman who knew herself so well and loyally
loved by her.
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