For a moment she remained silent. Then, slowly and searchingly, she
asked what the other felt to be a singular question: 'Would it be better
for him--I mean as to what people will say of him in the future--for it
to be thought, as that foolish old man evidently thinks, that he was
murdered, or for the truth to be known?'
'The truth?' said Wantley, looking at her, 'and what is the truth? Do
you know it?'
'Yes; you and I know the truth.' Penelope's cheeks were burning; she
spoke impatiently, as if angered by his dulness. 'When all that trouble
came to him thirty years ago, he nearly did it; and later, another time,
he thought it the only way out.'
Then Wantley understood her meaning, and the knowledge that she believed
this simple, obvious explanation brought the one touch of comfort, of
relief, which he had felt for many hours.
'I think,' he said at length, 'that such a thing as suicide always goes
against a man's memory. Personally, I hope it will be put down to an
accident. In any case, you must remember that there were many people
interested in bringing about his death. I myself can testify that only
recently he told me that he knew himself to be in perpetual danger.'
But Penelope was not listening. 'Now that you have told me what I wanted
to know, I must ask you to do something for me.' And as he looked at
her, startled, she added: 'Nothing of any great consequence. All I ask
is, that you to-day, before I go back to the house, will tell Motey and
my mother that I cannot, and that I will not, see them for a while.
Mamma will not mind--she will understand. I know well enough that Motey
betrayed me to her--I knew it the day it happened, and I felt very
angry. But now nothing matters. You are to tell Motey from me that if
she forces herself on me now it will be the end--I will never have her
about me again!'
Penelope spoke angrily, excitedly. As she spoke she clutched her
cousin's arm as if to emphasise her words. And Wantley, marvelling,
turned to carry out her wish.
CHAPTER XVIII
CHRISTIAN. But what have you seen?
MEN. Seen! Why, the Valley itself, which is as dark as pitch; we
also saw there the Hobgoblins, Satyrs and Dragons of the Pit; we
heard also in that Valley a continuous Howling and Yelling, as of a
people under unutterable misery, who sat there bound in Affliction
and Irons; and over that Valley hung the discouraging clouds of
Confusion; Death also doth always spread his wings over it; in a
word, it is in every whit dreadful, being utterly without
Order.--BUNYAN.
I
The last occasion on which Wantley had come to Marston Lydiate had been
in order that he might be present at a great audit dinner, and he had
felt acutely the unreality, the solemn absurdity, of it all. Those
present, his tenants, all knew, and knew that he knew also, that he
could never hope to come and live among them.
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