Lady Wantley looked at him fixedly. 'If they, my father and my husband,
have forsaken me,' she said slowly,'I am not fit for other company. In
my great distress, in my extreme abasement, only my mother has remained
faithful; she alone has had the courage to descend with me into the Pit.
My kinsfolk have failed and my familiar friends have forgotten me. You
know--you remember, Ludovic, that he--my husband, I mean--never left me.
For nearly fifty years we were together, inseparable--forty years in the
flesh, ten years in the spirit; where he went I followed; where I chose
to go he accompanied me, and guarded me from trouble. But now,' she
said--and, oh! so woefully--'I have not felt his presence, or heard his
voice, for upwards of a year.'
Wantley got up: he turned away, and, walking to the great bay-window,
looked out on the darkening, snow-bound landscape.
This stretching out, this appeal of her soul, as it were, to his, moved
him as might have done the intolerable sight of some poor creature
enduring the extremity of physical torment.
Again he came to her, again took her thin, burning hand in his, and
then, murmuring something of his wife, abruptly left her.
III
Cecily was still lying on the sofa where he had placed her. The fire
alone lighted up the fine old luxurious room, softening the bright green
of the damask curtains, bathing the low gilt couch and the figure lying
on it in rosy light.
With a gesture most unusual with him, Wantley flung himself on his knees
by his wife: he gathered her head and shoulders in his arms, pressed the
soft hair off her forehead, and kissed her with an almost painful
emotion. 'You will find her very altered,' he said hoarsely; 'I wonder
if I ought to let you see her. I'm afraid you will be distressed, and I
cannot let you be distressed just now!'
'Has she been too much left alone? Oh, Ludovic, I wish we had come
before! Perhaps the nurse--the woman who has just left--was not kind to
her.'
Cecily was starting up, but he held her back, exceedingly perplexed as
to what to do and what to say. 'No,' he said at last; and then,
carefully choosing his words, 'She did not speak of the nurse, and I do
not suppose that any one has been outwardly disrespectful or unkind to
her. But, dearest, before you go up to her, I think you should be
prepared to find her in a very pitiful state. I dare say you've
forgotten once speaking to me at Monk's Eype concerning her belief that
she was in close communication with the dead whom she loved? Well, now
she unhappily believes that her husband has forsaken her, that his
spirit no longer holds communication with hers.' Wantley's voice broke.
'To hear her talk of it, of her agony and loneliness, is horribly sad;
and although I do not actually believe that my uncle was, as she says,
always with her, I could not help thinking of ourselves--of how I should
feel, my darling, if you were to turn from me.'
'But,' said Cecily, clinging to him, 'I could never, never turn from
you!'
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