Lady Wantley raised herself in bed. She put her arms round the younger
woman and kissed her. 'I know how it is with you,' she whispered, 'and,
oh, I am so glad! Do you know how long I myself had to wait?' And then,
receiving no answer, she added: 'Nineteen years! That was the only
shadow on my singularly happy, blessed life; but it was a shadow which
sometimes darkened everything. I only once spoke to him--to my husband,
I mean--on the matter, for in those days we women seldom spoke of our
feelings. I had been ill, some trifling ailment, and he came and sat by
me in this room, just where you are sitting now, and suddenly I told him
of my longing for a child. I was foolish and repining, alas! for you
must know, my dear, that I grieved for his sake as well as for my own. I
have often thought, this last year, lying here, of what he answered. He
looked at me so kindly. "Am I not more to thee than ten sons?" he asked;
and I felt infinitely comforted.
'And then'--Cecily spoke softly--'Penelope was born?'
'Ah no, not then!' said Lady Wantley, with the literalness which
sometimes suddenly came to her. 'Many years had to go by first. But when
she came it was on Christmas morning.' She shaded her eyes with her left
hand. 'Not a day like this,' she whispered. 'It was a warm, sunny,
green Christmas that year; I remember it all so well. Ludovic's mother
came up to see me after church. You know we were never really intimate;
I fear she did not like me. But she was very kind that day. All women
feel in sympathy with one another on such days, and Mrs. Wantley's love
for her own son made her know what my daughter would be to me.' Lady
Wantley hesitated, and then, as if speaking to herself, added: 'How
often I have looked at my beloved child--my beautiful gifted
Penelope--and prayed God to comfort childless women.' Then suddenly the
speaker's face contracted, and she looked at Cecily as if wishing to
compel her to speak truly. 'Is it well with my child?' she asked. 'Tell
me what you think, what you know of her? I know you love her dearly.'
'I know nothing, and cannot tell what to think.' The answer was slow,
reluctant, and truthful.
Lady Wantley turned and searched under her pillow. Silently she handed
Cecily a letter, wistfully watched her read it. 'Doubtless she writes
more fully to you, her friend, than to me, her mother,' she said at
last; but Cecily remained silent while glancing perplexed, over the
short, dry, though not unaffectionate note. 'There is a postscript on
the other side of the sheet. Perhaps you knew already that David
Winfrith was with her?'
On the last sheet of foreign note-paper were written in Mrs. Robinson's
clear, pointed handwriting the words: 'David Winfrith is in Bombay. He
is coming up to see me in a few days.'
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