The hours spent with Mrs. Robinson, doing work she had looked forward to
doing, seemed strangely dull compared with those briefer moments when
Wantley strolled or sat by her side, looking down smiling into her eyes,
asking whimsical questions concerning the Settlement, with a view--or so
he said--of settling there himself, if Mr. Hammond and Mrs. Pomfret
would accept him as a disciple!
Twice in those ten days he had gone with her to early Mass at Beacon
Abbas; and oh, how pleasant had been the walks along the cliff path, how
soothing the half-hours spent in the beautiful chapel, with Wantley
standing and kneeling by her side. But on the second occasion of their
return from Beacon Abbas Penelope had greeted the two walkers, or rather
had greeted Cecily, with a questioning piercing look. Was it one of
dissatisfaction, of slight jealousy, or simply of surprise? That one
glance--and Wantley was well aware that it was so--put an end to any
further joint expeditions to the monastery chapel.
During these same unquiet days, when Cecily's heart would beat without
reason, when she seemed to be always waiting, she knew not for what, the
girl became fond, in a shy, childish way, of Penelope's mother.
Perhaps because she was utterly unlike any other woman Cecily Wake had
ever seen, or even imagined, Lady Wantley exercised a curious
fascination over her heart and mind. The tall, stately figure, wrapped
in sweeping black and white garments, was seen but seldom in the
sunshine, out of doors. Since her widowhood she had lived a life
withdrawn from the world about her, and she had occupied what had been a
sudden and unwelcome leisure by writing two mystical volumes, which had
enjoyed great popularity among those ever ready to welcome a new
interpretation of the more esoteric passages of the Scriptures.
When staying at Monk's Eype, Lady Wantley would spend long hours of
solitude in the Picture Room; and there Cecily would sometimes find
her, absorbed in a strangely-worded French or English book of devotion,
from which, looking up, she would make the girl read her short passages.
At other moments Cecily would discover her engaged in writing long
letters of spiritual advice to correspondents, almost always unknown to
her, who had read her books, and who wished to consult her concerning
their own spiritual difficulties and perplexities.
When not thus employed Lady Wantley sat idle, her long,
delicately-modelled hands clasped loosely together, enjoying, as she
believed, actual communion with her own dead--with the fine,
true-hearted father, whose earthly memory was so dear to her; with the
beloved mother, to whom as she grew older she felt herself to be growing
more alike and nearer; with the husband who, however stern and
awe-inspiring to others, had ever been fond and tender to herself. The
little group of strangely assorted souls seemed ever gathered about her,
and in no distant, inaccessible heaven.
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