Tirelessly, and with increasing satisfaction, she studied her husband's
character, finding, like all new wives, that almost all her
preconceived ideas of him had been wrong. Like all the world, she had
always fancied Greg something of an autocrat, positive almost to
stubbornness in his views.
Now it was amusing to discover that he was really a rather mild person,
except where his work was concerned, rarely taking the initiative in
either praising or blaming anybody or anything, deeply influenced by
the views of other persons, and content to be rather a listener and
onlooker than an active participant in what did not immediately concern
him. Rachael found this, for some subtle reasons of her own, highly
pleasing. It made her less afraid of her husband's criticism, and
spared her many of those tremors common to the first months of married
life. Also, it gave her an occasional chance to influence him, even to
protect him from his own indifference to this issue or that.
She laughed at him, accusing him of being an impostor. Why, everyone
thought Dr. Warren Gregory, with his big scowl and his firm-set jaw,
was an absolute Tartar, she exulted, when as a matter of fact he was
only a little boy afraid of his wife! He hated, she learned, to be
uncertain as to just the degree of dressing expected of him on
different occasions, he hated to enter hotels by the wrong doors, to
hear her dispraise an opera generally approved, or find good in a book
branded by the critics as worthless. With all his pride in her beauty,
he could not bear to have her conspicuous; if her laughter or her
unusual voice attracted any attention in a public place, she could see
that it made him uncomfortable. These things Rachael might have
considered flaws in another man. In Warren they were only deliciously
amusing, and his reliance upon her, where she had expected only
absolute self-possession from him, seemed to make him more her own.
Rachael, daughter of wandering adventurers, had a thousand times more
assurance than he. In her secret heart she had no regard for any social
law; society was a tool to be used, not a weight under which one
struggled helplessly. She dictated where he followed precedent; she
laughed where he was filled with apprehension. Seriously, she set her
wits and her love to the task of accustoming him to joy, and day by day
he flung off the old, half-defined reluctances that still bound him,
and entered more fully into the delights of the care-free, radiant
hours that lay before them.
His wife saw the change in him, and rejoiced. But what she did not see,
as the months went on, was the no less marked change in herself. As
Warren's nature expanded, and as he began to reach quite naturally for
the various pleasures all about him, Rachael's soul experienced an
alteration almost directly opposed.
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