In midsummer came the inevitable invitation to visit old friends at
Belvedere Bay. Rachael was pleased to accept Mrs. Moran's hospitality
for a glorious July week. Warren, to her delight, took an eightdays'
holiday, and while he looked to his racquet and golf irons she packed
her prettiest gowns. Belvedere Bay welcomed them rapturously, and
beautiful Mrs. Gregory was the idol of the hour. Mrs. Moulton, giving a
tennis tea during this week, duly sent Mrs. Gregory a card. But when
society wondering whether Rachael would really be a guest in her own
old home, had duly gathered at the Breckenridge house, young Dicky
Moran was so considerate as to be flung from his riding-horse. Neither
the Gregorys nor the Morans consequently appeared at the tea, but
Rachael, meeting all inquirers on the Moran terrace, late in the
afternoon, with the news that Dicky was quite all right, no harm done,
asked prettily for details of the affair they had missed.
She told herself that the past really made no difference in the radiant
present, but she knew it was not so. In a thousand little ways she had
lost caste, and she saw it, if Warren did not. A certain bloom was
gone. Girls were not quite as deferentially adoring, women were a
little less impressed. The old prestige was somehow lessened. She knew
that newcomers at the club, struck by her beauty, were a little chilled
by her history. She felt the difference in the very air.
In her musings she went over the old arguments hotly. Why was she
merely the "divorced Mrs. Gregory?" Why were these casual inquirers not
told of Clarence, of her long endurance of neglect and shame? More than
once the thought came to her, that if other, events had been as they
were, and only the facts of her divorce and remarriage lacking, she
would have been Clarence's widow now.
"What's the difference? It all comes out the same!" commented Warren,
to whom she confided this thought.
"Then you and I would have been only engaged now," said Rachael,
smiling. "And I would like that!"
"You mean you regret your marriage?" he laughed, his arms about her.
"I'd like to live the first days over and over and over again, Greg!"
she answered passionately.
"You are an insatiable creature!" he said. But her earnestness was
beginning to puzzle him a little. She was too deeply wrapped in her
love for her own happiness or his. There was something almost startling
in her intensity. She was jealous of every minute that they were apart;
she made no secret of her blind adoration.
Warren had at first found this touching; it had humbled him. Later, in
the first months of their marriage, he had shared it, and their mutual
passion had seemed to them both a source of inexhaustible delight. But
now, even while he smiled at her, his keen sensitiveness where her
dignity was concerned had shown him that there was in her attitude
something a little pitiful, something even a little absurd.
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