Her baby was born in March, a beautiful boy, like his father even in
the first few moments of his life. Rachael, whose experience had been,
to her astonishment, described complacently by physician and nurses as
"perfectly normal," was slow to recover from the experience in body;
perhaps never quite recovered in soul. It changed all her values of
life--this knowledge of what the coming of a child costs; she told
Alice that she was glad of the change.
"What a fool I've been about the shadows," she said. "This is the
reality! This counts, as it seems to me that nothing else I ever did in
my life counts."
She felt nearer than ever to Warren now, and more dependent upon him.
But a new dignity came into her relationship with him: husband and
wife, father and mother, they wore the great titles of the world, now!
He found her more beautiful than ever, and as the baby was the centre
of her universe, and all her hopes and fears and thoughts for the
child, the old bridal attitude toward him vanished forever, and she was
the more fascinating for that. His love for her rose like a great
flame, and the passionate devotion for which she had been wistfully
waiting for months enveloped her now, when, shaken in body and soul,
she wished only to devote herself to the miracle that was her child.
When he was but six weeks old James Warren Gregory Third terrified the
little circle of his family and friends with a severe touch of summer
sickness. The weather, in late April, was untimely--hot and humid--and
the baby seemed to suffer from it, even in his airy nursery. There were
two hideous days in which he would take no food, and when Rachael heard
nothing but the little wailing voice through the long hours. All night
she sat beside him, hearing Warren's affectionate protests as little as
she heard the dignified remonstrance of the nurse. When day came she
was haggard and exhausted, but still she would not leave her baby. She
knelt at the crib, impressing the tiny countenance upon mind and
heart--her first-born baby, upon whose little features the wisdom of
another world still lingered like a light!
Only a few weeks old, and thousands of them older than he died every
year! Fear in another form had come to Rachael now--life seemed all
fear.
"Oh, Warren, is he very ill?"
"Pretty sick, dear little chap!"
"But, Warren, you don't think--"
"My darling, I don't know!"
She turned desperately to George Valentine when that good friend came
in his professional capacity at five o'clock.
"George, there's been a change--I'm sure of it. Look at him!"
"You ought to take better care of your wife, Greg," was Doctor
Valentine's quiet almost smiling answer to this. "You'll have her sick
next!"
"How is he?" Rachael whispered, as the newcomer bent over the baby.
There was a silence.
"Well, my dear," said Doctor Valentine, as he straightened himself, "I
believe this little chap has decided to remain with us a little while.
Very--much--better!"
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