"Trust a woman to put that construction on it," he said, laughing. "You
like to think I'm jealous, don't you?"
"I like anything that makes you seem my devoted adorer," Rachael
answered wistfully, and smiling whimsically she added, "and I am going
to get some new frocks, and give a series of dinners, and win you all
over again!"
"Bully!" approved Doctor Gregory, cheerfully going on with his
dressing. Rachael watched him thoughtfully for a moment before she went
on to her own dressing-room.
Long afterward she remembered that this conversation marked a certain
change in her life; it was never quite glad, confident morning again,
although for many months no definite element seemed altered. Alice and
old Mrs. Gregory had told her, and all the world agreed, that the
coming of her child would draw her husband and herself more closely
together, but, as Rachael expressed it to herself, it was if she alone
moved--moved infinitely nearer to her husband truly, came to depend
upon him, to need him as she had never needed him in her life before.
But there was always the feeling that Warren had not moved. He stood
where he had always been, an eager sympathizer in these new and intense
experiences, but untouched and unaltered himself. For her pain, for her
responsibility, for her physical limitations, he had the most intense
tenderness and pity, but the fact remained that he might sleep through
the nights, enjoy his meals, and play with his baby, when the mood
decreed, untroubled by personal handicap.
Rachael, like all women, thought of these things seriously during the
first year of her child's life, and in February, when Jimmy was
beginning to utter his first delicious, stammering monosyllables, it
was with great gravity that she realized that motherhood was
approaching her again, that at Thanksgiving she would have a second
child. She was wretchedly languid and ill during the entire spring, and
found her mother-in-law's and Alice Valentine's calm acceptance of the
situation bewildering and discouraging.
"My dear, I don't eat a meal in comfort, the entire time!" Alice said
cheerfully. "I mind that more than any other phase!"
"But I am such a broken reed!" Rachael smiled ruefully. "I have no
energy!"
The older woman laughed.
"I know, my dear--haven't I been through it all? Just don't worry, and
spare Greg what you can--"
Rachael could do neither. She wanted Warren every minute, and she
wanted nobody else. Her favorite hours were when she lay on the couch,
near the fire, playing with his free hand, while he read to her or
talked to her. She wanted to hear, over and over again, that he loved
no one else; and sometimes she declined invitations without even
consulting him, "because we're happier by our own fire than anywhere
else, aren't we, dearest?" "Don't tell me about your stupid
operations!" she would smile at him, "talk about--US!"
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