Only a day or two later his grandmother followed him, and Rachael and
her husband went through the sombre days like two persons in an
oppressive dream. Great grief they did not naturally feel, for Warren's
curious self-absorption extended even to his relationship with his
mother, and Charlie had always been one of the unnecessary, unimportant
figures of which there are a few in every family. But the events left a
lasting mark upon Rachael's life. She had grown really to love the old
woman, and had felt a certain pitying affection for Charlie, too. He
had been a good, gentle, considerate boy always, and it was hard to
think of him as going before life had really begun for him.
On the morning of the day he died an incident had occurred, or rather
two had occurred, that even then filled her with vague discomfort, and
that she was to remember for many days to come.
She had been crossing the great, dark entrance hall, late in the
morning, on some errand to the telephone, or to the service department
of the house, her heart burdened by the sombre shadow of death that
already lay upon them all, when the muffled street-door bell had rung,
and the butler, red eyed, had admitted two women. Rachael, caught and
reluctantly glancing toward them, had been surprised to recognize
Charlotte Haviland and old Fanny.
"Charlotte!" she said, coming toward the girl. And at her low, tense
tone, Charlotte had begun to cry.
"Aunt Rachael"--the old name came naturally after seven years--"you'll
think I'm quite crazy coming here this way"--Charlotte, as always, was
justifying her shy little efforts at living--"but M'ma was busy,
and"--the old, nervous gasp--"and it seemed only friendly to come
and--and inquire--"
"Don't cry, dear!" said Rachael's rich, kind voice. She put a hand upon
Charlotte's shoulder. "Did you want to ask for Charlie?"
"I know how odd, how very odd it must look," said Charlotte, managing a
wet smile, "and my crying--perfectly absurd--I can't think why I'm so
silly!"
"We've all been pretty near crying, ourselves, this morning," Rachael
said, not looking at her, but rather seeming to explain to the
sympathetic yet pleasurably thrilled Fanny. "Dear boy, he is very ill.
Doctor Hamilton has just been here; and he tells us frankly that it is
only a question of a few hours now--"
At this poor Charlotte tried to compose her face to the merely
sorrowful and shocked expression of a person justified in her friendly
concern, but succeeded only in giving Mrs. Gregory a quivering look of
mortal hurt.
"I was afraid so," she stammered huskily. "Elfrida Hamilton told me. I
was so--sorry--"
Rachael began to perceive that this was a great adventure, a tragic and
heroic initiative for Charlotte. Poor Charlotte, red-eyed behind her
strong glasses, the bloom of youth gone from her face, was perhaps
touching this morning, the pinnacle of the few strong emotions her life
was to know.
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