She was not at all unhappy, the lessening of social responsibility was
a real relief, and Warren's solicitude and sympathy were a tonic of
which she drank deep, night and morning. His big warm hands, his smile,
the confidence of his voice, these thrilled and rejuvenated her
continually.
The boys were a delight to her. In their small rumpled pajamas they
came into her room every morning, dewy from sleep, full of delicious
plans for the day. Jim was a masterful baby whose continually jerking
head was sure to bump his mother if she attempted too much hugging, but
dark-eyed, grave little Derry was "cuddly"; he would rest his shining
head contentedly for minutes together on his mother's breast, and when
she lifted him from his crib late at night for a last kiss, his warm
baby arms would circle her neck, and his rich little voice murmur
luxuriously, "Hug Derry."
Muffled rosily in gaiters and furs, or running about her room in their
white, rosetted slippers, with sturdy arms and knees bare, or angelic
in their blue wrappers after the evening bath, they were equally
enchanting to their mother.
"It's a marvel to see how you can be so patient!" Warren said one
evening when he was dressing for an especially notable dinner, and
Rachael, in her big Chinese coat, was watching the process contentedly
from the couch in his upstairs sitting-room.
"Well, that's the odd thing about ill health, Greg--you haven't any
chance to answer back," she answered thoughtfully. "If money could make
me well, or if effort could, I'd get well, of course! But there seem to
be times when you simply are SICK. It's an extraordinary experience to
me; it's extraordinary to lie here, and think of all the hundreds of
thousands of other women who are sick, just simply and quietly laid low
with no by-your-leave! Of course, my being ill doesn't make much
trouble; the boys are cared for, the house goes on, and I don't suffer!
But suppose we were poor, and the children needed me, and you couldn't
afford a nurse--then what? For I'd have to collapse and lie here just
the same!"
"It's no snap for me," Warren grumbled after a silence. "Gosh! I will
be glad when you're well--and when the damn nurse is out of the house!"
"Warren, I thought you liked Miss Snow!"
"Well, I do, I suppose--in a way. But I don't like her for breakfast,
lunch, and dinner--so everlastingly sweet and fresh!' I declare I
believe my watch is losing time--this is the third time this week I've
been late!'"
This was said in exactly Miss Snow's tone, and Rachael laughed.
But when he was gone a deep depression fell upon her. Dear old boy, it
was not much of a life for him, going about alone, sitting down to his
meals with only a trained nurse for company! Shut away so deliciously
from the world with her husband and sons, enjoying the very
helplessness that forced her to lean so heavily upon him, she had
forgotten how hard it was for Greg!
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