"I see." He would look at his watch. "Well, I'll tell you what I think
I'll do. I'll change and shave now--" A pause. His voice would drop
vaguely. "What would YOU like to do?" he might suggest amiably.
Such a conversation, so lacking in his old definite briskness where
their holidays were concerned, would daunt Rachael with a sense of
utter forlornness. Sometimes she offered a plan, but it was invariably
rejected. There were friends who would have been delighted at an
unexpected lunch call from the Gregorys, but Warren yawned and
shuddered negatives when she mentioned their names. In the end, he
would go off to the hospital for an hour or two, and later would
telephone to his wife to explain a longer absence: he had met some of
the boys at the club and they were rather urging him to stay to lunch;
he couldn't very well decline.
"Would you like to have me come down and join you anywhere later?" his
wife might ask in the latter case.
"No, thank you, no. I may come straight home after lunch, and in that
case I'd cross you. Boys all right?"
"Lovely." Rachael would sit at the telephone desk, after she had hung
up the receiver, wrapped in bitter thought, a bewildered pain at her
heart. She never doubted him; to-morrow good, old, homely, trustworthy
George Valentine, whose wife and children were visiting Alice's mother
in Boston, would speak of the bridge game at the club. But with his
wife waiting for him at home, his wife who lived all the six days of
the week waiting for this seventh day, why did he need the society of
his men friends?
A commonplace retaliation might have suggested itself to her, but there
was no fighting instinct in Rachael now. She did not want to pique him,
to goad him, to flirt with him. He should be hers honorably and openly,
without devices, without intrigue. Stirred to the deeps of her being by
wifehood and motherhood, by her passionate love for her husband and
children, it was a humiliating thought that she must coquette with and
flatter other men. As a matter of fact, she found it difficult to talk
with any interest of anything except Warren, his work and his plans, of
Jimmy and Derry, and perhaps of Home Dunes. If it were a matter of
necessity she might always turn to the new plays and books, the opera
of the season, or the bill for tenement requirements or juvenile
delinquents, but mere personalities and intrigue she knew no more.
These matters were all of secondary interest to her now; it seemed to
Rachael that the time had come when mere personalities, when bridge and
cocktails and dancing and half-true scandals were not satisfying.
"Warren," she said one evening when the move to Home Dunes was near,
"should you be sorry if I began to go regularly to church again?"
"No," he said indifferently, giving her rather a surprised glance over
his book. "Churchgoing coming in again?"
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