Rachael began to chat with Elinor, but there was bitterness in her
soul. She had leaped into the breach, she had saved the situation, at
least before Elinor and Peter. But it was not fair--not fair for Warren
to have been deep in this affair with Magsie, with never a word to his
wife! She--Rachael--would have been all interest, all sympathy. There
was no reason between civilized human beings why this eternal question
of sex should debar men and women from common ambitions and common
interests! Let Warren admire Magsie if he wanted to do so, let him buy
her her play, and stand between her and financial responsibility, jet
him admire her--yes, even love her, in his generous, big-brotherly way!
But why shut out of this new interest the kindly cooperation of his
devoted wife, who had never failed him, who had borne him sons, who had
given him the whole of her passionate heart in the full glory of youth,
and in health, and in sickness, when it came, had turned to him for all
the happiness of her life!
The play began, and presently the house was applauding the entrance of
Miss Margaret Clay. She came down a wide, light-flooded stairway, and
in her childish white gown and flower-wreathed shepherdess hat looked
about sixteen. "How young she is!" Rachael thought with a pang. Her
voice was young, too, the fact being that Magsie was frightened, and
that Nature was helping her play her first big ingenue part.
Rachael glanced in the darkness at Warren. He had not joined in the
applause, nor did his handsome face express any pleasure. He was
leaning forward, his hands locked and hanging between his knees, his
eyes riveted on the little white figure that was moving and talking
down there in the bright bath of light beyond the footlights.
Despite all reason, despite her desperate effort at self-control,
Rachael felt an agony of pure jealousy seize her. In an absolute
passion of envy she looked down at Magsie Clay. The young,
flower-crowned head, the slender, slippered feet, the youthful and
appealing voice--what weapons had she against these? And beyond these
was the additional lure--as old as the theatre itself--of the
fascinating profession: the work that is like play, the rouge and
curls, the loves and rages so openly assumed yet so strangely and
stirringly effective! Rachael had gowns a thousand times handsomer than
these youthful muslins and embroideries; Rachael's own home was a
setting far more beautiful than any that could be simulated within the
limits of a stage; if Magsie was a successful ingenue, Rachael might
have been called a natural queen of tragedy and of comedy! And yet--
And yet, it was because she, too, saw the charm and came under the
spell, that Rachael suffered to-night. If she could have laughed it to
scorn, could have admired the surface prettiness, and congratulated
Magsie upon the almost perfect illusion, then she would have had the
most effective of all medicines with which to cure Warren's midsummer
madness.
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