Praise--and praise--and praise. But there was blame, too; there was
even sharply contemptuous criticism. On the whole, Rachael had almost
as much satisfaction from her morning's reading as Magsie did. The
three most influential papers did not comment upon Miss Clay's acting
at all. In two more, little Miss Elsie Eaton and Bryan Masters shared
the honors. The Sun remarked frankly that Miss Clay's amateurish
acting, her baby lisp, her utter unacquaintance with whatever made for
dramatic art, would undoubtedly insure the play a long run. Rachael
knew that Warren would see all these papers, but she cut out all the
pleasanter reviews and put them on his dresser.
"Did you see these?" she asked him at six o'clock.
"I glanced at some of them. You've not got The Sun here?"
"No--that was a mean one," Rachael said sweetly. "I thought it might
distress you, as it probably did Magsie."
"I saw it," he said, evidently with no thought of her feeling in the
matter. "Lord, no one minds what The Sun thinks!"
"She's really scored a success," said Rachael reluctantly. Warren did
not answer.
For the next three evenings he did not come home to dinner, nor until
late at night. Rachael bore it with dignity, but her heart was sick
within her. She must simply play the waiting game, as many a better
woman had before her, but she would punish Warren Gregory for this some
day!
She dressed herself charmingly every evening, and dined alone, with a
book. Sometimes the old butler saw her look off from the page, and saw
her breast rise on a quick, rebellious breath; and old Mary could have
told of the hours her mistress spent in the nursery, sitting silent in
the darkness by the sleeping boys, but both these old servants were
loyalty's self, and even Rachael never suspected their realization of
the situation and their resentment. To Vera, to Elinor, even to Alice
Valentine, she said never a word. She had discussed Clarence
Breckenridge easily enough seven years before, but she could not
criticise Warren Gregory to anyone.
On the fourth evening, when they were to dine with friends, Warren
reached home in time to dress, and duly accompanied his wife to the
affair. He complained of a headache after dinner, and they went home at
about half-past ten. Rachael felt his constraint in the car, and for
very shame could not make it hard for him when he suggested that he
should go downtown again, to look in at the club.
"But is this right, is it fair?" she asked herself sombrely while she
was slowly disrobing. "Could I treat him so? Of course I could not!
Why, I have never even looked at a man since our very wedding
day--never wanted to. And I will be reasonable now. I will be
reasonable, but he tries me hard--he makes it hard!"
She put her face in her hands and began to cry. Warren was deluded and
under a temporary spell, but still her dear and good and handsome
husband, her dearest companion and confidant. And she missed him.
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