What a sweet, good, natural world it was in which to be happy! With its
wheeling motor cars, its lovers seated in high security for the long
omnibus ride, its laborers pleasantly ready for the home table and the
day's domestic news! The chattering little Jewish girls from one of the
uptown department stores were gay with shrilly voiced plans; the
driver, riding lazily home on a pile of empty bags, had no quarrel with
the world; the smooth-haired, unhatted Italian women from the Ghetto,
with shawls wrapped over their full breasts, and serene black-eyed
babies toddling beside them, were placidly content with the run of
their days. It remained for the beautiful woman in the drawing-room to
look with melancholy eyes upon the springtime, and tear out her heart
in an agony no human power could cure.
"It all rests with Warren," Rachael said. Magsie was nothing, she was
nothing; the world, the boys, were nothing. It was for Warren to hold
their destinies in his hands and decide for them all. No use in raging,
in reasoning, in arguing. No use in setting forth the facts, the
palpable right and wrong. No use in bitterly asking the unanswering
heavens if this were right and just, this system that could allow any
young girl to feel any married man, any father, her natural prey. She
had come to love Warren just as in a few years she might come to love
someone else. That was all permissible; regrettable perhaps for
Warren's wife, an unmistakable calamity for Warren's boys, but, from
Magsie's standpoint, comprehensible and acceptable. If Warren were
free, Magsie was well within her rights; if he were not, Rachael was
the last woman in the world to dispute it.
After a while Rachael began to move mechanically about the room. She
sat down at her desk and wrote a few checks; the boys little first
dancing lessons must be paid for, the man who mended the clock, the
woman who had put all her linen in order. She wrote briskly, reaching
quickly for envelopes and stamps, and, when she had finished, closed
the desk with her usual neatness. She telephoned the kitchen; had she
told Louise that Doctor Gregory might come home at midnight? He might
be at home for breakfast. Then she glanced about the quiet room, and
went softly out, through the inner door, to her own bedroom adjoining.
She walked on little usual errands between bureau and wardrobe,
steadily proceeding with the changing of her gown. Once she stopped
short, in the centre of the floor, and stood musing for a few silent
minutes, then she said, aloud and lightly:
"Poor Magsie--it's all so absurd!"
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