"Marriage," he went on, "never stands still! A man and woman are
growing nearer together hourly, or they are growing apart. There is no
need, between reasonable beings, for recriminations and bitterness. A
man is only a man, after all, and if I have been carried off my feet by
Magsie--as I admit I have been--why, such things have happened before!
When she and my wife--who might have protected my dignity--meet to
discuss the question of their feelings, and their rights, then I
confess that I am beyond my depth."
He took a deep chair and sat back, his knees crossed, his elbow on the
chair arm, his chin resting on his hand, as one conscious of scoring a
point.
"And what about the boys' feelings and rights?" Rachael said in a low,
tense tone.
"There you are!" Warren exclaimed. "It's all absurd on the face of
it--the whole tangle!"
His wife looked at him in grave, dispassionate scrutiny. Of what was he
made, this handsome, well-groomed man of forty-eight? What fatal
infection had poisoned heart and brain? She saw him this morning as a
stranger, and as a most repellent stranger.
"But it is a tangle in which one still sees right and wrong, Warren,"
she said, desperately struggling for calm. "Human relationships can't
be discussed as if they were the moves on a chess-board. I make no
claim for myself--the time has gone by when I could do so--but there is
honor and decency in the world, there is simple uprightness! Your
attentions, as a married man, can only do Magsie harm, and your
daring"--suddenly she began restlessly to pace the floor as he had
done--"your daring in coming here to me, to tell me that any other
woman has a claim on you," she said, beginning to breathe violently,
"only shows me how blind, how drugged you are with--I don't know what
to call it--with your own utter lawlessness! What right has Margaret
Clay compared to MY right? Are my claims, and my sons' claims, to be
swept aside because a little idle girl of Magsie's age chooses to flirt
with my husband? What is marriage, anyway--what is parenthood? Are you
mad, Warren, that you can come here to our home and talk of
'tangles'--and rights? Do you think I am going to argue it with you,
going to belittle my own position by admitting, for one second, that it
is open to question?"
She flashed him one blazing look, then resumed her walking and her
angry rush of words.
"Why, if some four-year-old child came in here and began to contend for
Derry's place," Rachael asked passionately, "how long would we
seriously consider his right? If I must dispute the title of Magsie
Clay this year, why not of Jennie Jones next year, of Polly Smith the
year after that? If--"
"Now you are talking recklessly," Warren Gregory said quietly, "and you
have entirely lost sight of the point at issue. Nobody is attempting a
controversy with you."
The cool, analytical voice robbed Rachael of all her fire. She sat
down, and was silent.
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