"Well, then!" She sealed it with one of her quick little kisses. "Now
sit down and read a magazine, Greg," she said happily, "and in ten
minutes you'll see me in my new hat, all ready to go to lunch!"
CHAPTER IV
The blue tides rose and fell at Clark's Hills, the summer sun shone
healingly down upon Rachael's sick heart and soul. Day after day she
took her bare-headed, sandalled boys to the white beach, and lay in the
warm sands, with the tonic Atlantic breezes blowing over her. Space and
warmth and silence were all about; the incoming breakers moved steadily
in, and shrank back in a tumble of foam and blue water; gulls dipped
and wheeled in the spray. As far as her dreaming eyes could reach, up
the beach and down, there was the same bath of warm color, blue sea
melting into blue sky, white sand mingling with yellow dunes, until all
colors, in the distance, swam in a haze of dull gold.
Now and then, when even the shore was hot, the boys elected to spend
their afternoon by the bay on the other side of the village. Here there
was much small traffic in dingies and dories and lobster-pots; the
slower tides rocked the little craft at the moorings, and sent bright
swinging light against the weather-worn planks under the pier. Rachael
smiled when she saw Derry's little dark head confidently resting
against the flowing, milky beard of old Cap'n Jessup, or heard the
bronzed lean younger men shout to her older son, as to an equal, "Pitch
us that painter, will ye, Jim!"
She spoke infrequently but quietly of Warren to Alice. The older woman
discovered, with a pang of dismay, that Rachael's attitude was fixed
beyond appeal. There was such a thing as divorce, established and
approved; she, Rachael, had availed herself of its advantages; now it
was Warren's turn.
Rachael would live for her sons. They must of course be her own. She
would take them away to some other atmosphere: "England, I think," she
told Alice. "That's my mother country, you know, and children lead a
sane, balanced life there."
"I will be everything to them until they are--say, ten and twelve," she
added on another day, "and then they will begin to turn toward their
father. Of course I can't blame him to them, Alice. And some day they
will come to believe that it is all their mother's fault--that's the
way with children! And so I'll pay again."
"Dearest girl, you're morbid!" Alice said, not knowing whether to laugh
or cry.
"No, I mean it, I truly mean that! It is disillusioning for young boys
to learn that their father and mother were not self-controlled, normal
persons, able to bear the little pricks of life, but that our history
has been public gossip for years, that two separate divorces are in
their immediate history!"
"Rachael, don't talk so recklessly!"
Rachael smiled sadly.
"Well, perhaps I can be a good mother to them, even if they don't
idealize me!" she mused.
"I have come to this conclusion," she told
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