"He's a great darling," smiled Rachael, "and all small boys I adore.
He'll begin to put on weight in no time. And--I was thinking, Bill--he
would have reconciled Clancy to you and Joe, perhaps; one can't tell!
If I had not left him, Clarence might have been living to-day, that I
know. He only--did what he did in one of those desperate lonely times
he used to dread so."
"Ah, but he was terrible to you, Rachael!" Billy said generously. "You
deserved happiness if anyone ever did!" Again she did not understand
Rachael's sharp sigh, nor the little silence that followed it. Their
talk ran on quite naturally to other topics: they discussed all the men
and women of that old world they both had known, the changes, the
newcomers, and the empty places. Mrs. Barker Emory had been much taken
up by Mary Moulton, and was a recognized leader at Belvedere Bay now;
Straker Thomas was in a sanitarium; old Lady Torrence was dead; Marian
Cowles had snatched George Pomeroy away from one of the Vanderwall
girls at the last second; Thomas Prince was paralyzed; Agnes Chase had
married a Denver man whom nobody knew; the Parker Hoyts had a delicate
little baby at last; Vivian Sartoris had left her husband, nobody knew
why. Billy was quite her old self as she retailed these items and many
more for Rachael's benefit.
But Rachael saw that the years had made a sad change in her before the
three days' visit was over. Poor little, impudent, audacious Billy was
gone forever--Billy, who had always been so exquisite in dress, so
prettily conspicuous on the floor of the ballroom, so superbly
self-conscious in her yachting gear, her riding-clothes, her smart
little tennis costumes! She was but a shadow of her old self now. The
smart hats, the silk stockings, the severely trim frocks were still
hers, but the old delicious youth, her roses, her limpid gaze, the
velvety curve of throat and cheek, these were gone. Billy had been
spirited, now she was noisy. She had been amusingly precocious, now she
was assuming an innocence, a naivete, that were no longer hers, had
never been natural to her at any time. She had always been coolly
indifferent to the lives of other men and women. Now she was embittered
as to her own destiny, and full of ugly and eager gossip concerning
everyone she knew. She chanced upon the name of Magsie Clay, little
dreaming how straight the blow went to Rachael's heart, but had
excellent reasons of her own for not expressing the belief that Magsie
would soon leave the stage, and so gave no hint of Magsie's rich and
mysterious lover. She did tell Rachael that she herself meant to go on
the stage, but imparted no details as to her hopes for doing so.
"Just how much money is left, Billy?" Rachael presently felt herself
justified in asking.
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