"It isn't too much?" George asked affectionately.
"Too much? It's the only thing that will save my reason, I think,"
Warren answered, and after that George said no more.
The two men lunched together, and dined together, five times a week,
with a curious change from old times: it was Warren who listened, and
George who did the talking now. They talked of cases chiefly, for
Warren was working day and night, and thought of little else than his
work; but once or twice, as September waned, and October moved toward
its close, there burst from him an occasional inquiry as to his wife.
"Will she ever forgive me, George?" Warren asked one cool autumn
dawning when the two men were walking away from the hospital under the
fading stars. Warren had commenced an operation just before midnight,
it was only concluded now, and George, who had remained beside him for
sheer admiration of his daring and his skill, had suggested that they
walk for a while, and shake off the atmosphere of ether and of pain.
"It's a time like this I miss her," Warren said. "I took it all for
granted, then. But after such a night as this, when I would go home in
those first years, and creep into bed, she was never too sleepy to
rouse and ask me how the case went, she never failed to see that the
house was quiet the next morning, and she'd bring in my tray
herself--Lord, a woman like that, waiting on me!"
George shook his head but did not speak. They walked an echoing block
or two in silence.
"George, I need my wife," Warren said then. "There isn't an hour of my
life that some phase of our life together doesn't come back to me and
wring my heart. I don't want anything else--our sons, our fireside, our
interests together. I've heard her voice ever since. And I'm changed,
George, not in what I always believed, because I know right from wrong,
and always have, but I don't believe in myself any more. I want my kids
to be taught laws--not their own laws. I want to go on my knees to my
girl---"
His voice thickened suddenly, and they walked on with no attempt on
either side to end the silence for a long time. The city streets were
wet from a rain, but day was breaking in hopeful pearl and rose.
"I can say this," said George at last: "I believe that she needs you as
much as you do her. But Rachael's proud--"
"Ah, yes, she's that!" Warren said eagerly as he paused.
"And Warren, she has been dragged through the muck during the last few
years," George resumed in a mildly expostulatory tone.
"Oh, I know it!" Warren answered, stricken.
"She hates coarseness," pursued George, "she hates weakness. I believe
that if ever a divorce was justified in this world, hers was. But to
have you come back at her, to have Magsie Clay break in on her, and
begin to yap breezily about divorce, and how prevalent it is, and what
a solution it is, why, of course it was enough to break her heart!"
"Don't!" Warren said thickly, quickening his pace, as if to walk away
from his own insufferable thoughts.
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