"I am afraid I am a little out of my way," she stammered. "I am going
to the station."
He pointed out the direction, and she thanked him, and blindly went on
her way. But her heart was tearing like a living thing in her breast,
and she walked like a wounded creature that leaves a trail of life
blood.
Oh, she was his wife--his wife--his wife! She belonged there, in that
empty seat beside him, with her shoulder against that gray overcoat!
What was she doing in this desolate street of little shops, faint and
heartsick and alone! Oh, for the security of that familiar car again!
How often she had sat beside him, arrested by the traffic, content to
placidly watch the shifting crowd, to wait for the shrill little
whistle that gave them the right of way! If she were there now, where
might they be going? Perhaps to a concert, perhaps to look at a picture
in some gallery, but first of all certainly to lunch. His first
question would be: "Had your lunch?" and his answer only a satisfied
nod. But he would direct Martin to the first place that suggested
itself to him as being suitable for Rachael's meal. And he would order
it, no trouble was too much for her; nothing too good for his wife.
She was not beside him. She was still drifting along this hideous
street, battling with faintness and headache, and never, perhaps, to
see her husband again. One of her sons was in the city, another miles
away, To her horror she felt herself beginning to cry. She quickened
her pace, and reckless of the waiter's concern, entered the station
restaurant and ordered herself a lunch. But when it came she could not
eat it, and she was presently in the train, without a book or magazine,
still fasting except for a hurried half cup of tea, and every instant
less and less able to resist the corning flood of her tears.
All the long trip home she wept, quietly and steadily, one arm on the
window sill, a hand pressed against her face. There were few other
passengers in the train, which was too hot. The winter twilight shut
down early, and at last the storm broke; not violently, but with a
stern and steady persistence. The windows ran rain, and were blurred
with steam, the darkening landscape swept by under a deluge. When the
train stopped at a station, a rush of wet air, mingled with the odors
of mackintoshes and the wet leather of motor cars, came in. Rachael
would look out to see meetings, lanterns and raincoats, umbrellas
dripping over eager, rosy faces.
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