Then it was over. The tension in the room broke suddenly, the
atmosphere changed, although there was not an audible breath. The
nurses moved swiftly and surely, needing no instructions. George lifted
Derry's little hand from Rachael's, and put one arm about her. Warren
put down his instrument, and bent, his face a mask of anxiety, over the
child. Derry was breathing--no more. But on the bloodless face that
Warren raised there was the light of hope.
"I believe he will make it, George," he said. "I think we have saved
him for you, Rachael! No--no--leave him where he is, Miss Moore. Get a
flat pillow under his head if you can. Cover him up. I'm going to stay
here."
"Wouldn't he be more comfortable in his bed?" Rachael's shaken voice
asked in a low tone. She was conscious only that she must not faint now.
"He would be, of course. But it may be just by that fraction of energy
that he is hanging on. Brave little chap, he has been helping us just
as if he knew--"
But this Rachael could not endure. Her whole body shook, the room
rocked before her eyes. She had strength to reach the hall, saw Alice
standing white and tense, at the top of the stairs--then it was all
darkness.
It seemed hours later, though it was only minutes, that Rachael came
dreamily to consciousness in her own old room, on her own bed. Her idly
moving eyes found the shaded lamp, found Alice sitting beside her.
Alice's hand lay over her own. For a long time they did not speak.
A perfect circle of shadow was flung on the high ceiling from the lamp.
Outside of the shadow were the familiar window draperies, the white
mantel with its old candlesticks, the exquisite crayon portrait of Jim
at three, and Derry a delicious eighteen-months-old. There was the
white bowl that had always been filled with violets, empty now. And
there were the low bookcases where a few special favorites were kept,
and the quaint old mahogany sewing-table that had been old Mrs.
Gregory's as a bride.
Rachael was exhausted in every fibre of body and soul, consecutive
thought was impossible now; her aching head defied the effort, but
lying here, in this dim light, there came to her a vision of the years
that might be. If she were ever rested again, if little Derry were
again his sunny, resolute self, if Warren and she were reunited, then
what an ideal of fine and simple and unselfish living would be hers!
How she would cling to honor and truth and goodness, how she would
fortify herself against the pitfalls dug by her own impulsiveness. She
and Warren had everything in life worth while, it was not for them to
throw their gifts away. Their home should be the source of help to
other homes, their sons should some day go out into the world equipped
with wisdom, disciplined and self-controlled, ready to meet life far
more bravely than ever their mother had.
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