"Will you write me?" he asked, after a moment.
"Oh, yes, Greg!" she answered quickly, in a voice hardly above a
whisper. "When do you go?"
"On Wednesday--a week from to-day, in fact. And that reminds me, Billy
says you are coming into town early next week?"
"Monday, probably." Rachael was coming back to the normal. "She needs
things for camp, and I've got a little shopping to do."
"Then could you lunch with Mother? Little Charley'll be there: no one
else. Bring Billy. Mother'd love it. You're a great favorite there, you
know."
"I may not always be a favorite there," Rachael said with a rueful
smile.
"Don't worry about Mother," Warren Gregory said with a confidence that
in this moment of excitement and exhilaration he almost felt was
justified. "Mother's a dear!"
That was all their conversation. When they entered the clubhouse Doctor
Gregory turned toward the swimming pool and Rachael was instantly drawn
into a game of bridge. She played like a woman in a dream, was joined
by Billy, went home in a dream, and presently found herself and her
husband fellow guests at a dreamlike dinner-party.
Why not?--why not?--why not? The question drummed in head and heart day
and night. Why not end bondage, and taste freedom? Why not end
unhappiness, and try joy? She had done her best to make her first
marriage a success, and she had failed. Why not, with all kindness,
with all generous good wishes, end the long experiment? Who, in all her
wide range of acquaintances, would think the less of her for the
obviously sensible step? The world recognized divorce as an
indispensable institution: one marriage in every twelve was dissolved.
And remarriage, a brilliant second marriage, was universally approved.
Even such a stern old judge as Warren's mother counted among her
acquaintances the divorced and remarried. To reappear, triumphant,
beloved, beautiful, before one's old world--
But no--of this Rachael would not permit herself to think. Time alone
could tell what her next step must be. The only consideration now must
be that, even if Warren Gregory had never existed, even if there were
no other man than Clarence Breckenridge in the world, she must take the
step. Better poverty, and work, and obscurity, if need be, with
freedom, than all Clarence could offer her in this absurd and empty
bondage.
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