"And why, pray, should I be dreadful?" the bishop asked, smiling
reproachfully. "Am I usually so dreadful? I don't believe it would be
possible, among these lovely roses"--he drew in a great breath of the
sweet afternoon air--"and with such a wonderful sunset telling us to
lift up our hearts." And sauntering contentedly along, the bishop gave
her an encouraging smile, but as Rachael continued to walk beside him
without raising her eyes, presently he added, whimsically: "Would it be
dreadful, Mrs. Breckenridge, if one saw a heedless little child--oh, a
sweet and dear, but a heedless little child--going too near the
cliffs--would it be dreadful to say: 'Look out, little child! There's a
terrible fall there, and the water's cold and dark. Be careful!'" The
bishop sat down on the carved stone bench that had been set in the
circle of shrubs that surrounded the sundial, and Rachael sat down, too.
"Well, what about the child?" he persisted, when there had been a
silence.
Rachael raised sombre eyes, her breast rose on a long sigh.
"I am not a child," she said slowly.
"Aren't we all children?" asked the bishop, mildly triumphant.
Rachael, sitting there in Florence's garden, looking down at the white
roofs of the village and the smooth sheet of blue that was Belvedere
Bay, felt a burning resentment enter her heart. How calm and smug and
sure of themselves they were, these bishops and Florences and old lady
Gregorys! How easy for them to advise and admonish, to bottle her up
with their little laws and platitudes, these good people married to
other good people, and wrapped in the warmth of mutual approval and
admiration! The bishop was talking--
"Children, yes, the best and wisest of us is no more than that," he was
saying dreamily, "and we must bear and forbear with each other. Not
easy? Of course it's not easy! But no cross no crown, you know. I have
known Clarence a great many years--"
"I am sorry to hurt Florence--God knows I'm sorry for the whole thing!"
Rachael said, "but you must admit that I am the best judge of this
matter. I've borne it long enough. My mind is made up. You and I have
always been good friends, Bishop Thomas"--she laid a beautiful hand
impulsively on his arm--"and you know that what you say has weight with
me. But believe me, I'm not jumping hastily into this: it's come after
long, serious thought. Clarence wants to be free as well--"
"Clarence does?" the clergyman asked, with a disapproving shake of his
head.
"He has said so," Rachael answered briefly.
"And what will your life be after this, my child?"
To this she responded merely with a shrug. Perhaps the bishop suspected
that such a calm confidence in the future indicated more or less
definite plans, for he gave her a shrewd and searching look, but there
was nothing to be said. The lovely lady continued to stare at the soft
turf with unsmiling eyes, and the clergyman could only watch her in
puzzled silence.
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