The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
"Then," said Kut-le, "because I see, I'll decide for you! O Rhoda, you
must believe in me! I have had you in my power and I have kept the
faith with you. I am going to take you and marry you. I am going to
make this gift that has come to you and me make us the big man and
woman that nature needs. Tonight we shall reach the padre who will
marry us."
He watched the girl keenly for a moment, then he again turned from her
deliberately and walked to the edge of the canon, as if he wanted her
to come to her final decision unbiased by his nearness. But he turned
back to her with a curious expression on his face.
"Come and take a good-by look, Rhoda! Your friends are below. I hope
it will be some time before we see them again!"
Rhoda went to him. Far, far below, she saw little dots of men making
camp beyond the monastery near the desert. Suddenly Rhoda sank to her
knees with a cry of longing that was heart-breaking.
"O my people! My own people!" she sobbed, crouching upon the canon
edge.
Kut-le watched the little figure with inscrutable eyes. Then he lifted
the girl to her feet.
"Rhoda, are you going to eat your heart out for your own kind if you
marry me? Won't I be sufficient? It hadn't occurred to me that I
might not be!"
"You haven't given up your people," answered Rhoda. "You are always
going back to them."
"But you aren't really giving them up," urged Kut-le. "It really is I
who make the sacrifice of my race!"
"And that is the reason for one of my fears," cried Rhoda. "I am
afraid that some day you would find the price too great and that our
marriage would be wrecked."
"Even if I went back for a few months each year, would that make you
unhappy?" asked Kut-le.
"Kut-le!" exclaimed Rhoda. "I am not talking of externals. I mean
that if your longing for your own kind made you lose your love for me.
Oh, I can't see any of it straight, but I am afraid!"
"Nonsense, Rhoda! I fought that battle long before I knew you. There
is absolutely no danger of my reverting. I am going to spend the rest
of my life among the whites even if you shouldn't marry me, Rhoda.
Rhoda, I wish I had had time to let you grow to it fully!"
Rhoda stood rigidly. Molly, sensing trouble, hovered restlessly just
out of earshot.
"If you married DeWitt," Kut-le went on, "could you forget me? Forget
the desert? Forget our days and nights? Forget my arms about you?"
"Oh, no! No!" cried Rhoda. "You know that I shall love you always!"
"And will DeWitt want what you offer him?" Kut-le went on, mercilessly.
Rhoda winced.
"I wish," said Kut-le huskily, "you never will know how I wish that you
had come to me freely, feeling that the sacrifice was worth while!"
Rhoda looked at him wonderingly. After all the weeks of iron
determination, was the young giant weakening, was his great heart
failing him!
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