The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
Rhoda knew the truth; knew that she loved Kut-le! She knew that she
loved him with all the passionate devotion for which her rebirth had
given her the capacity.
With this acknowledgment, all her calm was swept away. With fingers
clasped against her breast, with wide eyes on the brooding night, she
wished that she might tell him this that had come to her. If only once
more the inscrutable tenderness of his black eyes were upon her! If
the deep imperative voice were but sounding in her ears again! If only
she could feel now the touch of his powerful arms as he carried her the
long sick miles to Chira. Trembling with longing, her gaze fell upon
the man sleeping at her feet. She drew a sudden troubled breath. Must
she renounce this new rapture of living? Must she?
"Have I found new life in the desert only to lose it?" she whispered.
"O Kut-le! Kut-le!"
DeWitt slept on, unmoving, and Rhoda watched him with tragedy-stricken
eyes.
"What shall I do!" she whispered, lips quivering, shaking hands
twisting together. "Oh, what shall I do!"
She tried to picture a future with Kut-le. She saw his tenderness, his
purposefulness, the bigness of his mind and spirit. Then with a cold
clutch at her throat came the thought of race barrier, and in a moment
Rhoda was plunged into the oldest, the most hopeless, the least
solvable of all love's problems. Minute after minute went by and the
girl, standing by the sleeping man, fought a fight that shook her
slender body and racked her soul. At last she raised her face to the
sky.
"I want to do what is right!" she said piteously. "It doesn't matter
about me, if only I can decide what is right!" Then after, a pause, "I
will marry John! I will!" like a child that has been punished and
promises to be good. Still another pause, then, "So that part of me is
dead!" and she put her fingers before her eyes and fell to crying, not
with the easy tears of a woman but with the deep, agonizing sobs of a
man over his dead.
"Kut-le, I wanted you! I wanted you for my mate! If I could have
heard you, seen you, felt you once more! Nothing else would have
mattered. I wanted you!"
A long hour passed in which Rhoda sat in the sand, limp and quiescent,
as though all but wrecked by the storm through which she had passed.
Dawn came at last. The air was pregnant with new hope, with a vague
uplifting of sense and being that told of the coming of a new day. The
east quivered with prismatic colors and suddenly the sun appeared.
Rhoda rose and stooped over DeWitt to smooth the hair back from his
forehead.
"Come," she said softly. "It's breakfast time!"
DeWitt sat up bewildered. Then his senses returned.
"Rhoda," he exclaimed, "what do you mean by this!"
Rhoda's smile was a little wan.
"You needed the rest and I didn't!"
DeWitt rose and shook himself like a great dog, then looked at Rhoda
wonderingly.
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