"What's the matter, Mavis?"
Still she looked, unquestioning, uncompromising, and turned without
answer and went slowly on home while the boy sat his horse and looked
after her until she climbed the porch of her cottage and, without once
turning her head, disappeared within. But Jason at his meeting with
Marjorie broke his grim reticence in spite of himself. She had come
upon him at sunset under the snowy willows by the edge of the
ice-locked pond. He had let the floodgates down and she had been shaken
and terrified by the torrent that rushed from him. The girl shrank from
his bitter denunciation of himself. He had been a fool. The mid-year
examinations would be a tragedy for him, and he must go to the
"kitchen" or leave college with pride broken and in just disgrace. Fate
had trapped him like a rat. A grewsome oath had been put on him as a
child and from it he could never escape. He had been robbed of his
birthright by his own mother and the people of the Blue-grass, and
Marjorie's people were now robbing his of their national birthrights as
well. The boy did not say her people, but she knew that was what he
meant, and she looked so hurt that Jason spoke quickly his gratitude
for all the kindness that had been shown him. And when he started with
his gratitude to her, his memories got the better of him and he stopped
for a moment with hungry eyes, but seeing her consternation over what
might be coming next, he had ended with a bitter smile at the further
bitter proof she was giving him.
"But I understand--now," he said sternly to himself and sadly to her,
and he turned away without seeing the quiver of her mouth and the
starting of her tears.
Going to his mother's that afternoon, Jason found Mavis standing by the
fence, hardly less pale than the snow under her feet, and looking into
the sunset. She started when she heard the crunch of his feet, and from
the look of her face he knew that she thought he might be some one else.
He saw that she had been crying, and as quickly she knew that the boy
was in a like agony of mind. There was only one swift look--a mutual
recognition of a mutual betrayal--but no word passed then nor when they
walked together back to the house, for race and relationship made no
word possible. Within the house Jason noticed his mother's eyes fixed
anxiously on him, and when Mavis was clearing up in the kitchen after
supper, she subtly shifted her solicitude to the girl in order to draw
some confession from her son.
"Mavis wants to go back to the mountains."
The ruse worked, for Jason looked up quickly and then into the fire
while the mother waited.
"Sometimes I want to go back myself," he said wearily; "it's gittin'
too much for me here."
Martha Hawn looked at her husband stretched on the bed in a drunken
sleep and began to cry softly.
"It's al'ays been too much fer me," she sobbed. "I've al'ays wanted to
go back."
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