Jason was startled. She knew then--knew his discontent, his new longing
to break the fetters of the hills, knew even that in his dreams
Marjorie's face was still shining like a star. "Course I'm comin'
back," he said, with a little return of his old boyish roughness, but
his eyes fell before hers as he turned hurriedly away. He was rolling
away from the hills, and his mind had gone back to her seated with
folded hands and unseeing eyes in the old circuit rider's porch,
dreaming, thinking--thinking, dreaming--before he began fully to
understand. He remembered his mother telling him how unhappy Mavis had
been the summer the two were alone in the Blue-grass, and how she had
kept away from Marjorie and Gray and all to herself. He recalled Mavis
telling him bitterly how she had once overheard some girl student speak
of her as the daughter of a jail-bird. He began to see that she had
stayed in the Blue-grass that summer on his mother's account and on her
account would have gone back with him again. He knew that there was no
disloyalty to her father in her decision, for he knew that she would
stick to him, jail-bird or whatever he was, till the end of time. But
now neither her father nor Jason's mother needed her. Through eyes that
had gained a new vision in the Blue-grass Mavis had long ago come to
see herself as she was seen there; and now to escape wounds that any
malicious tongue could inflict she would stay where the sins of fathers
rested less heavily on the innocent. There was, to be sure, good reason
for Jason to feel as Mavis felt--he had been a jail-bird himself--but
not to act like her--no. And then as he rolled along he began to wonder
what part Gray might be playing in her mind and heart. The vision of
her seated in the porch thinking--thinking--would not leave him, and a
pang of undefined remorse for leaving her behind started within him.
She, too, had outgrown his and her people as he had--perhaps she was as
rebellious against her fate as he was against his own, but, unlike him,
utterly helpless. And suddenly the boy's remorse merged into a
sympathetic terror for the loneliness that was hers.
XXXIII
Down in the Blue-grass a handsome saddle-horse was hitched at the stile
in front of Colonel Pendleton's house and the front door was open to
the pale gold of the early sun. Upstairs Gray was packing for his last
year away from home, after which he too would go to Morton Sanders'
mines, on the land Jason's mother once had owned. Below him his father
sat at his desk with two columns of figures before him, of assets and
liabilities, and his face was gray and his form seemed to have shrunk
when he rose from his chair; but he straightened up when he heard his
boy's feet coming down the stairway, forced a smile to his lips, and
called to him cheerily. Together they walked down to the stile.
"I'm going to drive into town this morning, dad," said Gray. "Can I do
anything for you?"
"No, son--nothing--except come back safe."
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