"He used to say: 'My boy, there's only one thing in the world that's
worth while. And that is love.'"
"Why, that's what Daddy always said, almost his very words!" she
cried, her eyes filling.
"If I only knew--" he began.
But she could endure no more. She rose swiftly to her feet, her eyes
devouring him, her arms stretched out.
"Marion!" he cried, and leaped to catch her, and folded her close, as
he had clasped her in the cave. But now the arms that stole up around
his neck did not fall away weakly as before, but tightened, and held
him.
A long time they remained thus, in a silence broken only by the
crackling of the flames, which they did not hear, and the wind rising
outside the cottage, for which they did not care. At length he put his
fingers under her chin, and raised her head so that he could look into
her eyes.
"I believe it now!" he said.
"It's true!" she answered, so low that he scarcely heard it.
"I love you!"
"I've loved you always!"
Then even in her joy the recollection of all that she had come through
to this moment brought back that quivering of her chin, which had
become only too familiar to him in days past. His head sank toward
her, and their lips met.
After a while he led her back to her chair, and knelt down to look up
at her. For there were other difficulties. He had nothing to give her,
he said; neither riches nor family nor honor nor any future of which
he could be assured. She stopped him, with a hand laid gently on his
lips. He held it there, kissing it. How it had toiled and hurt for
him, that little hand, still rough and scarred!
"Can you ever forgive me?" he pleaded.
"There's nothing to forgive, Philip. You did not understand."
"There! You're treating me like a child again!" he protested, smiling
contentedly.
"And once you scolded me dreadfully for that!"
"But you were right. I've been a child; for ten years I've been a
child that thought it was a man."
She did not reply to that, fearing to wound him. So another golden
silence fell between them, while he held her hands, stroking the hard,
cracked skin of them. After a while he brought a chair, and sat close
by her side, and told her all that had been left untold,--about his
boyhood, his ambitions, his ignorance and innocence, his work in Paris
and the future it seemed to hold for him; and then the girl on the
Seine boat, and what he saw one night in her apartment, and his
despair; his father's death, and the wanderings that followed; and
how the shy and introspective boy had become in one day a man of
violence and desperation, his heart full of hatred and bitterness.
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