French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
Sometimes it is a word which we heard at first with an inattentive or
distrustful ear, and which we find again engraved in letters of gold
over the portico of the secret temple where we love to collect our
thoughts.
Like some skilful goldsmith, memory seizes the materials that our life
accumulates haphazard. It submits them to the touchstone, fashions
them, embellishes them and imprints upon them that mysterious sheen
which gives them their distinctive meaning and their value.
V
The cult of memory should not turn us away from the present out of
which memory itself draws its nourishment.
We sometimes meet men of whom plain people say, with profound wisdom,
“Their mind is elsewhere.” It is true; they are the timid and tormented
souls who have early sought in memory a refuge which nothing, it seems,
could ever make them renounce.
Let us beware of troubling this retreat. Some day, perhaps, we may long
for one like it. But however deeply one may seem to have taken refuge
in memory, one cannot escape the clutch, the invasion of the present.
It is best, therefore, and with all the strength that is in us, to
accept, honor, love this present as the principal source of our riches.
If the true cult of memory were a less exceptional moral usage, many
men would hesitate to create bad memories for themselves; for our worst
memories are not those of our sufferings, our ordeals, our privations,
but of our shameful acts, our cowardices and our betrayals.
Our weakness lasted only a moment; must we really, for thirty years,
feel the hostile stare of that moment resting heavily upon us? Who
knows? Hope, even so, in the clemency of memory, which is able to
mitigate and pardon everything. It is indulgent and full of pity. In a
world given over to spite and reprisals, it remains the only inviolable
refuge of the outcast, as the cathedrals used to be in the days of the
right of sanctuary.
For him who descends with true fervor into his own depths, memory
always preserves some corner pure from all baseness. Do we not know,
moreover, that in order to console us memory consents to work in
concert even with its enemy, forgetfulness?
VI
Who can dispute with us the world of memory? No one! And who would
dare, without fear, to do so? It is because we are more ardently
attached to this possession than to any other.
At times, a clumsy or malevolent hand succeeds in smirching one of
our dear memories. Then we experience an indignation and a despair as
lasting and profound as if these sentiments recognized their cause in
the loss or the fall of a loved being.
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