"I suppose you think it's heroic--your living like this; but it isn't.
It is just plain poverty pride, which is all well enough to keep the
crowd out, but which is simply wicked when it makes you shut the door
in our faces. Think of it--you living here in three rooms at the top
of a block when the Myriad has begun to pay dividends! I didn't mean
to tell you just yet, but Dick is going to buy back the Colfax Avenue
house, and it shall stand empty till doomsday if you won't go and live
in it."
In times not long past Connie would have returned railing for
railing--with interest added; but the reproachful day had been no
less trying to her than to Myra, and the poverty fight--and some
others--were sore upon her. Hence her disclaimer was of courageous
meekness, with a smile of loving appreciation to pave the way.
"I hope Dick will do no such preposterous thing--unless you want it for
yourselves. You know it would be quite out of the question for us to
take it. Or to do anything but make the best of what has happened," she
added.
Myra was standing at a window, looking down into the street where the
early dusk was beginning to prick out the point-like coruscations of
the arc-lights. There was that in Connie's eyes which beckoned tears to
eyes sympathetic; and she found it easier to go on with her back turned
upon the room and its other occupant.
"To make the best of it, yes; but you are not making the best of it.
Or, if you are, the best is miserably bad. You are looking thin and
wretched, as if--as if you didn't get enough to eat."
There was a touch of the old-time resilience in Connie's laugh. "How
can you tell when you're not looking at me? Indeed, it hasn't come to
that yet. We have enough, and a little to spare for those who have
less."
Myra had been searching earnestly all day for some little rift into
which the wedge of helpfulness might be driven, and here was an
opening--of the vicarious sort.
"Won't you let me be your purseholder for those who have less, Connie?
That is the very least you can do."
Constance willed it thankfully. After the trying day of refusals it was
grateful to find something that could be conceded.
"I believe I told you once that I wouldn't be your proxy in that way,
didn't I? But I will, now. You are so much better than your theories,
Myra."
Myra left the window at that, wrote a generous check before the
concession should have time to shrink in the cooling, and then went
over to sit on the denim-covered lounge with her arm around her
cousin's waist.
"Now that you have begun to be reasonable, won't you go a step farther,
Connie, dear? I know there are troubles,--lots of them besides the
pinching. Can't you lean on me just a little bit? I do so want to help
you."
Connie did it literally, with her face on Myra's shoulder and a
sob at the catching of her breath. Myra let her take her own time,
as a judicious comforter will, and when the words came they wrought
themselves into a confession.
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