FOR what reason Constance, left alone in the house of the dead, went
softly from the lighted room to kneel at the bedside of the sleeping
children in the lean-to beyond--to kneel with her face in her hands and
her heart swelling with emotions too great for any outlet save that
of sorrowful beseechings,--let those adjudge who have passed in some
crucial moment from loss to gain, and back to loss again. There was
a pitiful heart cry in the prayer for help because she knew now that
love, mighty and unreasoning, must be reckoned with in every future
thought of this man; love heedless of consequences, clinging first to
an imagined ideal, and now to the sorrowful wreck of that ideal; love
lashed into being, it may be, by the very whip of shame, acknowledged
only to be chained and dungeoned in the Castle of Despair, but alive
and pleading, and promising yet to live and plead though hope were dead.
It was thus that Margaret found her an hour later; and in the darkness
of the little room the true-hearted Irish girl knelt beside her saint,
with her strong arms around the weeping one, and a sob of precious
sympathy in the outpouring of words.
"There now--there now, Miss Constance! is it kneeling here and crying
for these poor left ones that you are? Sure it's the Holy Virgin
herself that'll be mothering them, and the likes of them. And Owen'll
be doing his part, too. It's a changed man he is."
Constance shook her head. She was too sincere to let the lesser reason
stand for the greater, even with Margaret.
"I do grieve for them, Margaret; but--but it isn't that."
"It isn't that, do you say? Then I know full well what it is, and it's
the truth I'm going to tell you, Miss Constance, for all the promisings
he made me give him. 'Tis Mr. Jeffard's money that's to go for the
funeral, and it was him left it with me to give to Owen. He told me
you'd not take it from him, and 'twas his own free gift. Ever since he
came back he's been giving me money for the poor ones, and making me
swear never to tell you; but it was for your sweet sake, Miss Connie,
and not for mine. I'd want to die if you didn't believe that."
"Oh, Margaret! are you telling me the truth? I do so want to believe
it!"
Margaret rose and drew her confessor to the half-open door; to the
bedside of the sheeted one.
"A little while ago she was alive and talking to you, Miss Constance,
and you believed her because you knew she was going fast. If I'd be
like that, I'd tell you the same."
"I believe you, Margaret--I do believe you; and, oh, I'm _so_ thankful!
It would break my heart to have you go back now!"
"Don't you be worrying for me. Didn't I say once that the devil might
fly away with me, but I'd not live to leave him have the good of it?
When that time comes, Miss Constance, it's another dead woman you'll be
crying over. And now you'll go home and take your rest; the good old
father is waiting on the doorstep for you."
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