But after dinner, and a cigar burned frugally in the great rotunda,
where the faces of all the comers and goers were unfamiliar, the
homesickness of the returned exile came upon him, and he went out
to grapple with it in the open air. Faring absently from street to
street, with his hands thrust into his overcoat pockets and memory
plowing its furrow deep in a field which had lain fallow through many
toil-filled weeks, he presently found himself drifting by squares and
street-crossings toward Capitol Hill, and out and beyond to a broad
avenue and past a house with a veranda in front and a deep-bayed window
at the side. There were lights in the house, and an air of owner's
occupancy about the place; and on the veranda a big man was tramping
solidly up and down, with the red spark at the end of his cigar
appearing and disappearing as he passed and repassed the windows.
Jeffard saw the man and saw him not. The memory-plow had gone deeper,
and the winter night changed places with a June morning, with the sun
shining aslant on the wide veranda, and a young woman in a belted
house-gown with loose sleeves tiptoeing on the arm of a clumsy chair
while she caught up the new growth of a climbing rose. Just here the
plow began to tear up rootlets well-buried but still sensitive; and
Jeffard turned about abruptly and set his face cityward.
But once again in the region of tall buildings and peopled sidewalks,
the thought of the crowded lobby and the loneliness of it assailed him
afresh, and he changed his course again, being careful to go at right
angles to the broad avenue with its house of recollection. A little way
beyond the peopled walks the church bells began to ring out clear and
melodious on the frosty air, and he remembered what the uncalendared
journey had made him forget; that it was Sunday. Pacing thoughtfully,
with the transit-hum of the city behind him and the quiet house-streets
ahead, and the plow still shearing the sod of the fallow field, he
wondered if Constance Elliott would be among the churchgoers. It was
an upflash of the old cynicism which prompted the retort that it was
improbable; that the Christianity for which she stood was not found in
the churches. But the Puritan blood in him rose up in protest at that,
and in the rebound the open doors of a church on the opposite side of
the way beckoned him.
He crossed the street and entered. The organist was playing the
voluntary, and a smart young man with a tuberose in his buttonhole held
up the finger of invitation.
"Not too far forward," Jeffard whispered; but the young man seemed not
to have heard, since he led the way up the broad centre aisle to a pew
far beyond the strangers' precinct.
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