"Don't say that. You have nothing to regret. My silence was the price
of Garvin's safety, at first, and I knew what the cost would be when
I determined to pay it. Later on the fault was mine; but then I found
that I had unconsciously been counting upon blind loyalty; yours, and
Dick's, and Lansdale's;--counting upon it after I had done everything
to make it impossible. I had told Dick in the beginning, and I tried to
tell Lansdale. Dick wanted to believe in me,--has wanted to all along,
I think,--but Lansdale had drawn his own conclusions, and he made my
explanation fit them. It hurt, and I gave place to bitterness."
"And yet you would have saved him for--for--"
"For that which I couldn't have myself. Yes; but you know the motive."
She met his gaze with a new light shining in the steadfast eyes. "I am
not worthy," she said, softly; and he went quickly to stand beside her.
"You are worthy; worthy of the best that any man can give you,
Constance. How little I have to offer you, beyond a love that was
strong enough to stand aside for the sake of your happiness, you know.
Ever since that afternoon when you strove with me for my own soul I've
been living on your compassion, and it is very sweet--but I want more.
May I hope to win more--in time?"
She shook her head, and his heart stopped beating. But it came alive
again with a tumultuous bound at the words of the soft-spoken reply.
"You won it long ago, so long that I've forgotten when and how. And
it's strong, too, like yours. I've tried hard enough to starve it, but
it has lived--lived on nothing."
She was sitting in a low willow rocker, and the distance between them
was altogether impossible. So he went down on one knee and put his arms
about her; and but for his manhood would have put his face in her bosom
and wept.
"Do you really mean that, Constance?" he said, when he had drunk his
fill from the deep wells in the loving eyes.
"I do."
"In spite of what you believed I had done to Garvin, and of what you
believed I was capable of doing with Margaret?"
"In spite of everything. Wasn't it dreadful?"
"It was--" There was no superlative strong enough, though he sought
for it painfully and with tears. "God help me, sweetheart, I believe I
shall go mad with the joy of it." And having said that, speech forsook
him, and the silence that is golden came between. After a while she
broke it to say:
"Dick is good, isn't he?--to be so long finding his slippers and the
cigar."
"Dick is a man and a brother. I wonder if we can persuade him to give
me a place on the Myriad."
"You wouldn't take it."
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Because you own an undivided third of a richer mine than the Little
Myriad, and--and you are going to marry another third," she said, with
sweet audacity.
There was a hassock convenient, and he drew it up to sit at her feet.
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