Failing himself utterly, he fell to watching Connie's face for some
token of the hopelessness of his passion, telling himself that he
should find strength to stay away when he should read his sentence
in the calm gray eyes. But Connie's eyes were as yet no more than
frankly sympathetic. And because he was far from home, and seemingly
friendless, and fighting the last grim battle with an incurable
malady, she made him welcome and yet more welcome, until finally, the
optimistic insanity of the consumptive came upon him, assuring him that
he should live and not die, and pointing him hopefully down a dim vista
of years,--a shining way wherein they two might walk hand in hand till
they should come to the gate of the House Beautiful whose chatelaine is
Fame.
CHAPTER XVI
THE line of retreat from the valley, called by Jeffard "of dry bones,"
to the possible land of promise in the Mosquito, lay through Leadville;
not the teeming, ebullient, pandemoniac mining-camp of the early
carbonate era, but its less crowded, less effervescent, though no less
strenuous successor of the present.
On the march across the sky-pitched mountains it had been agreed
between them that there should be one bivouac in the city of the bleak
altitudes. That is to say, Garvin proposed it, and Jeffard assented,
though not without a premonition that the halt would be fatal to the
proposed Mosquito sequel to the campaign in the Saguache. He knew at
least one of Garvin's weaknesses, and that it was akin to his own.
There were the beast of burden and the dispensable moiety of the
camping outfit to sell, and provision to buy; and Jeffard weighed his
companion in the balances of his own shortcomings. He was well assured
that he could not trust himself with money in his hand in any such city
of chanceful opportunity as the great carbonate camp; and arraigning
Garvin at the bar of the same tribunal, he judged him before the fact.
It was a measure of the apathetic indifference which possessed Jeffard
that the premonition gave him scant concern. He marveled inwardly when
the fact of indifference defined itself. Aside from any promptings of
common human gratitude evolving themselves into friendly solicitude for
the man who had twice saved his life,--promptings which he found dead
because he looked to find them dead,--there was this: If his companion
should stumble and spill the scanty residue in the common purse the
wolf-pack of famine and distress would be at their heels in a single
sweep of the clock-hands. And yet the fact remained.
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