"So hard, is it? Suppose it, anyhow. Suppose yourself a human being
instead of--well, say a personified canal; a human being married to
another human being--the wrong one--with your love for the right one
growing stronger every day. What would you do?"
"Master my passion. Preserve my self-respect."
She laughed at the trumpet note of his answer.
"You've the cocksure remedy of one who has never tried."
He strangled a retort.
"Try to comprehend my feelings," she pursued. "If you were in love
with me, I shouldn't ask it. But you're not in love with me. Frankly
now, are you?"
"I am your husband."
"And I'm your wife. Does that prove a love affair? No, no. The naked
fact is that neither cares, and because of that I ask you plainly how
we can best arrange the matter."
"This is nonsense."
"It isn't. It's common sense. A New York woman I know--I met her at
Narragansett--was in the same position. Her husband was broad-minded,
and they settled everything without an unkind word. She lived
somewhere in the Dakotas for a few months, married again as soon as the
judge signed the decree, and made a roundabout journey home her wedding
trip."
"And you would imitate this programme?"
"In some respects--yes. I've not thought it out in detail. Your
practical mind ought to shed abundant light. If you weren't my
husband, I'd retain you as my lawyer."
"By Heaven, I've stood enough of this!" flashed Shelby. "Are you
destitute of even the moral rags and tatters a Hottentot may boast?
You ask my advice. Have it you shall, and follow it you must. I have
forfeited the right to reproach you as man to wife--granted that I
never had it; as a man I waive my personal affront. But as the
governor of this state to the mistress of this, the state's house, I
warn you that this brazen mockery of decency must end. When I am
governor no longer you may go your way in such fashion as you will.
Till then you must take no step which shall discredit my office or the
position to which my office raises you. You will tell Ludlow this, and
when you have told him, you will hold no private speech with him until
my successor takes his oath. Promise."
His volcanic outburst cowed her flippancy.
"I promise," she said.
Before the week elapsed the newspapers announced that Ludlow had
decided to resume the practice of law in New York. Cora made no
comment; but Shelby read into the retreat her purpose to keep their
sorry truce inviolate, and strove to shut his mind to every thought
alien to his work.
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