Felipa felt something of this, and it lessened the vague burden of
self-reproach she had been carrying. She was almost cheerful when she
got back to the post. Through the last breakfast, which the Elltons took
for granted must be a sad one, and conscientiously did their best to
make so, she had some difficulty in keeping down to their depression.
It was not until they all, from the commandant down to the recruits of
Landor's troop, came to say good-by that she felt the straining and
cutting of the strong tie of the service, which never quite breaks
though it be stretched over rough and long years and almost forgotten.
The post blacksmith to whom she had been kind during an illness, the
forlorn sickly little laundress whose baby she had eased in dying, the
baker to whose motherless child she had been good--all came crowding up
the steps. They were sincerely sorry to have her go. She had been
generous and possessed of that charity which is more than faith or hope.
It was the good-bys of Landor's men that were the hardest for her. He
had been proud of his troop, and it had been devoted to him. She broke
down utterly and cried when it came to them, and tears were as hard for
her as for a man. But with the officers and their women, it rose up
between her and them that they would so shortly despise and condemn her,
that they would not touch her hands could they but know her thoughts.
Ellton was going with her to the railroad. They were to travel with a
mounted escort, as she had come, on account of the uncertain state of
the country. And they must cross, as she had done in coming also, the
road over the malpais, where Landor had fallen. As the hoofs of the
mules and the tires of the wheels began to slip and screech on the
smooth-worn lava, and the ambulance rattled and creaked up the incline,
Ellton leaned forward and pointed silently to a hollow in the gray rock
a few yards away. It was where Landor had pitched forward over the body
of the mounted chief of scouts. Felipa nodded gravely, but she did not
speak, nor yet weep. Ellton, already thrown back upon himself by her
persistent silence with regard to her intentions, recoiled even more.
He thought her hard beyond all his previous experience of women.
"I will write to you where you are to send my mail," she told him, when
the train was about to pull out. He bowed stiffly, and raising his hat
was gone. She looked after him as he went across the cinder bed to the
ambulance which was to take him back, and wondered what would have been
the look upon his nice, open face, if she had told him her plans, after
all. But she was the only one who knew them.
And Cairness himself was startled and utterly unprepared when the
Reverend Taylor opened the door of the room where he lay and let her
pass in. The little parson uttered no word, but there was a look on his
face which said that now the questions he had put with no result were
answered. It was for this that Cairness had given the best of his life.
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