He told her, directly, that he was passing through Arizona to hunt and
to look to certain mining interests he held there. And he stayed,
talking with her and her husband about the country and the towns and
posts he had visited, until long after luncheon. Then Cairness, having
to ride to the salt lick at the other end of the ranch, up in the
Huachuca foot-hills, suggested that Forbes go with him.
It was plain, even to Felipa, how thoroughly he enjoyed being with one
who could talk of the past and of the present, from his own point of
view. His Coventry had been almost complete since the day that the
entire army, impersonated in Crook, had turned disapproving eyes upon
him once, and had then looked away from him for good and all. It had
been too bitter a humiliation for him ever to subject himself to the
chance of it again.
The better class of citizens did not roam over the country much, and no
officers had stopped at his ranch in almost two years, though they had
often passed by. And he knew well enough that they would have let their
canteens go unfilled, and their horses without fodder, for a long time,
rather than have accepted water from his wells or alfalfa from his land.
He could understand their feeling, too,--that was the worst of it; but
though his love and his loyalty toward Felipa never for one moment
wavered, he was learning surely day by day that a woman, be she never so
much beloved, cannot make up to a man for long for the companionship of
his own kind; and, least of all,--he was forced to admit it in the
depths of his consciousness now,--one whose interests were
circumscribed.
They had lived an idyl for two years apast, and he begrudged nothing;
yet now that the splendor was fading, as he knew that it was, the future
was a little dreary before them both, before him the more, for he meant
that, cost him what it might, Felipa should never know that the glamour
was going for himself. It would be the easier that she was not subtle of
perception, not quick to grasp the unexpressed. As for him, he had
wondered from the first what price the gods would put upon the unflawed
jewel of their happiness, and had said in himself that none could be too
high.
Forbes and her husband having gone away, Felipa lay in the hammock upon
the porch and looked up into the vines. She thought hard, and remembered
many things as she swayed to and fro. She remembered that one return to
Nature long ago of which Landor had not known.
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