"Yes," answered Forbes, "she was very much admired." He looked a little
unhappy. But his mind was evidently made up, and he went on doggedly:
"Look here, Morely, old chap, I am going to tell you what I think, and
you may do as you jolly well please about it afterward--kick me off the
ranch, if you like. But I can see these things with a clearer eye than
yours, because I am not in love, and you are, dreadfully so, you know,
not to say infatuated. I came near to being once upon a time, and with
your wife, too. I thought her the most beautiful woman I had ever known,
and I do yet. I thought, too, that she was a good deal unhappier with
Landor than she herself realized; in which I was perfectly right. It's
plainer than ever, by contrast. Of course I understand that she is part
Indian, though I've only known it recently. And it's because I've seen a
good deal of your Apaches of late that I appreciate the injustice you
are doing her and Cairness Junior, keeping them here. She is far and
away too good for all this," he swept the scene comprehensively with his
pipe. "She'd be a sensation, even in London. Do you see what I mean, or
are you too vexed to see anything?"
Cairness did not answer at once. He pushed the tobacco down in his brier
and sat looking into the bowl. "No," he said at last, "I'm not too
vexed. The fact is, I have seen what you mean for a long time. But what
would you suggest by way of remedy, if I may ask?" They were both
talking too low for their voices to reach Felipa through the open window
of her bedroom.
"That you take them to civilization--the missus and the kid. It's the
only salvation for all three of you--for you as well as them."
"You heard what Mrs. Cairness said this afternoon. She was very ill in
school when she was a young girl, and still more so in Washington
afterward." He shook his head. "No, Forbes, you may think you know
something about the Apache, but you don't know him as I do, who have
been with him for years. I've seen too much of the melting away of half
and quarter breeds. They die without the shadow of an excuse, in
civilization."
But Forbes persisted, carried away by his idea and the determination to
make events fit in with it. "She was ill in Washington because she
wasn't happy. She'd be happy anywhere with you; she said so this
afternoon, you remember."
"She also said that it would kill her."
Forbes went on without noticing the interruption. "You are a great
influence in her life, but you aren't the only one. Her surroundings act
powerfully upon her. When I knew her before, she was like any other
beautiful woman--"
"I am far from being sure that that is entirely to be desired, very
far," said Cairness, with conviction. He had never ceased to feel a
certain annoyance at the memory of that year and a half of Felipa's
life in which he had had no part.
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