His glance fell before hers of dismay, disapproval, and anger--an anger
so righteous that he felt himself to be altogether in the wrong. "Do you
mean _divorce_?" She said it like an unholy word.
He had forgotten that the laws and rites of the Church of Rome had a
powerful hold upon her, though she was quite devoid of religious
sentiment. He admitted apologetically that he had meant divorce, and she
expressed her reproach. In spite of himself and what he felt ought
properly to be the tragedy of the affair, he smiled. The humor of her
majestic disapproval was irresistible under the circumstances. But she
had little sense of humor. "What would you suggest, then, if I may ask?"
he said. He had to give up all pathos in the light of her deadly
simplicity.
"Nothing," she answered; "I can't see why it should make any difference
to you, when it hasn't with me." She had altogether regained the
self-possession she had been surprised out of, with an added note of
reserve.
And so he had to accept it. He rose, with a slight sigh, and returned to
the examination of his spoils.
But when he was away from Felipa and her blighting matter of fact, the
pathos of it came uppermost again. Troubles seemed to thicken around
him. His voluntary Coventry was making him sensitive. He had thought
that his wife was at least giving him the best of her cool nature. Cool!
There was no coldness in that strained white face, as she read the
letter. The control she had over herself! It was admirable. He thought
that most women would have fainted, or have grown hysterical, or have
made a scene of some sort. Then he recalled the stoicism of the
Apache--and was back at her birth again.
He realized for the first time the injury his thought of it did her. It
was that which had kept them apart, no doubt, and the sympathy of
lawlessness that had drawn her and Cairness together. Yet he had just
begun to flatter himself that he was eradicating the savage. She had
been gratifyingly like other women since his return. But it was as
Brewster had said, after all,--the Apache strain was abhorrent to him as
the venom of a snake. Yet he was fond of Felipa, too.
Someway it had not occurred to him to be any more angry with Cairness
than he had been with her. The most he felt was resentful jealousy.
There was nothing more underhand about the man than there was about
Felipa. Sending the note by the prospectors had not been underhand. He
understood that it had been done only that it might make no trouble for
her, and give himself no needless pain. Cairness would have been willing
to admit to his face that he loved Felipa. That letter must have been
written in his own camp.
He heard his wife coming down the stairs, and directly she stood in the
doorway. "Will you let me have that knife, Jack dear?" she asked
amiably.
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