Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction
"I seem to remember that you vowed once to think of me always."
"One vows all sorts of things." He hoped she could not hear the
trembling in his voice.
"You're very cool, friend Jim--and much less shy than you used to be.
You were a perfect monster of bashfulness, and your conscience was a
most alarming animal. It used to frighten me out of my wits; I hope you
keep it now under lock and key, like the beasts in the Zoo."
James was telling himself that it was folly to remain, that he must go
at once and never return. The recollection of Mary came back to him, in
the straw hat and the soiled serge dress, sitting in the dining-room
with his father and mother; she had brought her knitting so as not to
waste a minute; and while they talked of him, her needles clicked
rapidly to and fro. Mrs. Wallace was lying in a long chair, coiled up in
a serpentine, characteristic attitude; every movement wafted to him the
oppressive perfume she wore; the smile on her lips, the caress of her
eyes, were maddening. He loved her more even than he had imagined; his
love was a fury, blind and destroying. He repeated to himself that he
must fly, but the heaviness in his limbs chained him to her side; he had
no will, no strength; he was a reed, bending to every word she spoke and
to every look. Her fascination was not human, the calm, voluptuous look
of her eyes was too cruel; and she was poised like a serpent about to
spring.
At last, however, James was obliged to take his leave.
"I've stayed an unconscionable time."
"Have you? I've not noticed it."
Did she care for him? He took her hand to say good-bye, and the pressure
sent the blood racing through his veins. He remembered vividly the
passionate embrace of their last farewell. He thought then that he
should never see her again, and it was Fate which had carried him to her
feet. Oh, how he longed now to take her in his arms and to cover her
soft mouth with his kisses!
"What are you doing this evening?" she said.
"Nothing."
"Would you like to take me to the Carlton? You remember you promised."
"Oh, that is good of you! Of course I should like it!"
At last he could not hide the fire in his heart, and the simple words
were said so vehemently that Mrs. Wallace looked up in surprise. She
withdrew the hand which he was still holding.
"Very well. You may fetch me at a quarter to eight."
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