Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction
"Of course I do! Is it sinful? Oh, I get so impatient with all of you,
with your good taste and your delicacy, and your insupportable dulness.
When you admire a woman, you think it impertinent to tell her she's
beautiful; when you have good looks, you carry yourselves as though you
were ashamed."
And in a bold moment he replied:
"Yet you would give your soul to have no drop of foreign blood in your
veins!"
"I?" she cried, her eyes flashing with scorn. "I'm proud of my Eastern
blood. It's not blood I have in my veins, it's fire--a fire of gold.
It's because of it that I have no prejudices, and know how to enjoy my
life."
James smiled, and did not answer.
"You don't believe me?" she asked.
"No!"
"Well, perhaps I should like to be quite English. I should feel more
comfortable in my scorn of these regimental ladies if I thought they
could find no reason to look down on me."
"I don't think they look down on you."
"Oh, don't they? They despise and loathe me."
"When you were ill, they did all they could for you."
"Foolish creature! Don't you know that to do good to your enemy is the
very best way of showing your contempt."
And so James could go on, questioning, replying, putting little jests
into her mouth, or half-cynical repartees. Sometimes he spoke aloud,
and then Mrs. Wallace's voice sounded in his ears, clear and rich and
passionate, as though she were really standing in the flesh beside him.
But always he finished by taking her in his arms and kissing her lips
and her closed eyes, the lids transparent like the finest alabaster. He
knew no pleasure greater than to place his hands on that lustrous hair.
What could it matter now? He was not bound to Mary; he could do no harm
to Mrs. Wallace, ten thousand miles away.
* * *
But Colonel Parsons broke into the charming dream. Bent and weary, he
came across the lawn to find his son. The wan, pathetic figure brought
back to James all the present bitterness. He sighed, and advanced to
meet him.
"You're very reckless to come out without a hat, father. I'll fetch you
one, shall I?"
"No, I'm not going to stay." The Colonel could summon up no answering
smile to his boy's kind words. "I only came to tell you that Mrs.
Jackson is in the drawing-room, and would like to see you."
"What does she want?"
"She'll explain herself. She has asked to see you alone."
Jamie's face darkened, as some notion of Mrs. Jackson's object dawned
upon him.
"I don't know what she can have to talk to me about alone."
"Please listen to her, Jamie. She's a very clever woman, and you can't
fail to benefit by her advice."
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