Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction
"James, remember your mother is present."
"For God's sake, let us speak plainly. You must know what life is. One
can do no good by shutting one's eyes to everything that doesn't square
with a shoddy, false ideal. On one side I must break my word, on the
other I must prostitute myself. There is no middle way. You live here
surrounded by all sorts of impossible ways of looking at life. How can
your outlook be sane when it is founded on a sham morality? You think
the body is indecent and ugly, and that the flesh is shameful. Oh, you
don't understand. I'm sick of this prudery which throws its own
hideousness over all it sees. The soul and the body are one,
indissoluble. Soul is body, and body is soul. Love is the God-like
instinct of procreation. You think sexual attraction is something to be
ignored, and in its place you put a bloodless sentimentality--the vulgar
rhetoric of a penny novelette. If I marry a woman, it is that she may be
the mother of children. Passion is the only reason for marriage; unless
it exists, marriage is ugly and beastly. It's worse than beastly; the
beasts of the field are clean. Don't you understand why I can't marry
Mary Clibborn?"
"What you call love, James," said Colonel Parsons, "is what I call
lust."
"I well believe it," replied James, bitterly.
"Love is something higher and purer."
"I know nothing purer than the body, nothing higher than the divine
instincts of nature."
"But that sort of love doesn't last, my dear," said Mrs. Parsons,
gently. "In a very little while it is exhausted, and then you look for
something different in your wife. You look for friendship and
companionship, confidence, consolation in your sorrows, sympathy with
your success. Beside all that, the sexual love sinks into nothing."
"It may be. The passion arises for the purposes of nature, and dies away
when those purposes are fulfilled. It seems to me that the recollection
of it must be the surest and tenderest tie between husband and wife; and
there remains for them, then, the fruit of their love, the children whom
it is their blessed duty to rear till they are of fit age to go into the
world and continue the endless cycle."
There was a pause, while Major Forsyth racked his brain for some
apposite remark; but the conversation had run out of his depth.
Colonel Parsons at last got up and put his hands on Jamie's shoulders.
"And can't you bring yourself to marry that poor girl, when you think of
the terrible unhappiness she suffers?"
James shook his head.
"You were willing to sacrifice your life for a mere stranger, and cannot
you sacrifice yourself for Mary, who has loved you long and tenderly,
and unselfishly?"
"I would willingly risk my life if she were in danger. But you ask
more."
Colonel Parsons was silent for a little, looking into his son's eyes.
Then he spoke with trembling voice.
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