The Hidden Force: A Story of Modern JavaCouperus, Louis
History
The Hidden Force: A Story of Modern Java
Couperus, Louis
Java (Indonesia) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
It was because of him that she had felt all her little jealousies, when
her girl-friends told her that he was in love with this one or carrying
on with that one; because of him she would always know those jealousies
great and small, her whole life long. He would be her life, Patjaram
her world, sugar her interest, because it was Addie's interest. Because
of him she would long for many children, very many children, who would
be really brown: not white, like papa and mamma and Theo, but brown,
because her own mother was brown; and she herself was a delicate brown,
while Addie was a beautiful bronze colour, a Moorish brown; and, after
the example set at Patjaram, her children, her numerous children,
would be brought up in the shadow of the factory, in an atmosphere of
sugar, with a view to their planting the fields, when they grew up,
and milling the sugar-cane and restoring the fortunes of the family
to their former brilliancy. And she was as happy as a girl in love
could imagine herself to be, seeing her ideal, Addie and Patjaram,
so closely attainable and not for a second realizing how her happiness
had come about, through the word which Léonie, almost unconsciously,
had uttered, as though by autosuggestion, at the supreme moment. Oh,
now she need no longer seek the dark corners, the dark rice-fields
with Addie; now she was constantly kissing him in broad daylight,
leaning radiantly against him, feeling his warm, virile body, which
was hers and would soon be hers entirely; now her eyes yearned up
to him, for all to see, for she no longer had the maidenly power of
hiding her feelings from others; now he was hers, hers, hers!
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