The Hidden Force: A Story of Modern JavaCouperus, Louis
History
The Hidden Force: A Story of Modern Java
Couperus, Louis
Java (Indonesia) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
While the old princess preceded Van Oudijck into the office, Léonie
examined the letters in the middle gallery. They were lampoons couched
in foul language, about her and Addie and Theo. Always wrapped in the
selfish dream of her own life, she never troubled greatly about what
people thought or said, especially as she knew that she could always
and immediately win every one again with her personality, with her
smile. She possessed a tranquil charm which was irresistible. She
herself never spoke ill of others, out of indifference; she made
amiable excuses for everything and everybody; and she was loved
... when people saw her. But she considered these dirty letters,
spat out from some dark corner, tiresome and unpleasant, even though
Van Oudijck did not believe them. Suppose that one day he began
to believe things? She must be prepared for it. She must above
all retain for that possible day her most charming tranquillity,
all her invulnerability, all her inviolability. Who could have
sent the letters? Who hated her so much, who could be interested in
writing like this to her husband? How strange that the thing should
be known!... Addie? Theo? How did people know? Was it Oorip? No,
not Oorip.... But who then? And was everything actually known? She
had always thought that what happened in the secret chambers would
never be known on the housetops. She had even believed--it was
simple of her--that the men never discussed her with one another,
that they might discuss other women, but not herself. Her mind
harboured such simple illusions, despite all her experience, in a
simplicity which harmonized with the half-perverse, half-childish
poetry of her rose-hued imagination. Could she then not always keep
hidden the secrets of her mystery, the secrets of reality? It annoyed
her for a moment, that reality, which was being revealed despite
her superficial correctness.... Thoughts and dreams always remained
secret. It was the actions that were so troublesome. For an instant
she thought of being more careful in future, of refraining. But she
saw before her, in imagination, Theo and Addie, her fair love and
her dark love; and she felt that she was too weak for that. She knew
that in this she could not conquer her passions, though she controlled
them. Would they end by proving her destruction, notwithstanding all
her tactfulness? But she laughed at the thought: she had a firm faith
in her invulnerability. Life always glided off her shoulders.
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