Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
My chief objection to the life was its seeming pointlessness. I was hard
at work doing nothing. The number of visitors was negligible. Once
during the autumn an old gentleman brought some engravings to compare
with similar examples in Mr. Grainger's collection; once a lady student
of Shakespeare came to examine his early editions; perhaps as often as
twice a week some wandering tourist in New York would enter and stare
vacantly, and go as he arrived. To while away the time I read and wrote
and did knitting and fancy-work, and at half past four every day, as
regularly as the hands of the clock came round, I solemnly had my tea.
It was very good tea, with cake and bread and butter in the orthodox
style, and was brought by Mrs. Daly, the motherly old Irish caretaker of
the house, who stumped in and stumped out, giving me, while she stayed,
a good deal of detail as to her "sky-attic" nerves and swollen
"varikiss" veins.
I am bound to admit that the tea ceremony oppressed me--not that I
didn't enjoy it in its way but because its generosity seemed overdone.
It was not in the necessities of the case; it was, above all, not
American. On both the occasions when Mr. Grainger honored the library
with a call I tried to screw up my courage to ask him to let me off this
hospitality, but I couldn't reach the point. I was not so much afraid of
him as I was overawed. He was perfectly civil; he never treated me as
the dust beneath his feet, like Howard Brokenshire; but any one could
see that he was immensely and perhaps tragically preoccupied.
I was having tea all alone on a cold afternoon in November, when the
sound of the opening of the outer door attracted my attention. At first
one came into a vestibule from which there was no entrance, till on my
side I touched the spring of a closed wrought-iron grille. I had gone
forward to see who was there and, if necessary, give the further
admission, when to my astonishment I saw Mrs. Brokenshire.
She was in a walking-dress with furs. The color in her cheeks might have
been due to the cold wind, but the light in her eyes was that of
excitement.
"I heard you were here," she whispered, as she fluttered in, "and I've
come to see you."
My sense of the imprudence of this step was such that I could hardly
welcome her. That feeling of protection which I had once before on her
behalf came back to me.
"Who told you?" I asked, as soon as she was seated and I was pouring her
out a cup of tea. For the first time since taking the position I was
glad the ceremony had not been suppressed.
She answered, while glancing into the shadows about her.
"Mildred told me. Hugh wrote it to her. He does write to her, you know.
She's the only one with whom he is still in communication. She seems to
think the poor boy is in trouble. I came to--to see if there was
anything I could do."
I told her I was living at the Hotel Mary Chilton and that, if necessary
at any time, she could see me there.
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