Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
I came to myself, as it were, on hearing him whisper, with his face
close to mine:
"You witch! You witch! How did you ever manage it?"
I made the necessity for giving him an explanation the excuse for
working myself free.
"I didn't manage it. It was Mrs. Brokenshire."
He cried out, incredulously:
"Oh no! Not the madam!"
"Yes, Hugh. It was she. She asked him. She must have begged him. That's
all I can tell you about it."
He was even more incredulous.
"Then it must have been on your account rather than on mine; you can bet
your sweet life on that!"
"Hugh, darling, she's fond of you. She's fond of you all. If you could
only have--"
"We couldn't." For the first time he showed signs of admitting me into
the family sense of disgrace. "Did you ever hear how dad came to marry
her?"
I said that something had reached me, but one couldn't put the blame for
that on her.
"And she's had more pull with him than we've had," he declared,
resentfully. "You can see that by the way he's given in to her on
this--"
I soothed him on this point, however, and we talked of a general
reconciliation. From that we went on to the subject of our married life,
of which his father, in the hasty interview of half an hour before, had
briefly sketched the conditions. A place was to be found for Hugh in the
house of Meek & Brokenshire; his allowance was to be raised to twelve or
fifteen thousand a year; we were to have a modest house, or apartment in
New York. No date had been fixed for the wedding, so far as Hugh could
learn; but it might be in October. We should be granted perhaps a three
months' trip abroad, with a return to New York before Christmas.
He gave me these details with an excitement bespeaking intense
satisfaction. It was easy to see that, after his ten months' rebellion,
he was eager to put his head under the Brokenshire yoke again. His
instinct in this was similar to Ethel's and Jack's--only that they had
never declared themselves free. I could best compare him to a horse who
for one glorious half-hour kicks up his heels and runs away, and yet
returns to the stable and the harness as the safest sphere of
blessedness. Under the Brokenshire yoke he could live, move, have his
being, and enjoy his twelve or fifteen thousand a year, without that
onerous responsibility which comes with the exercise of choice. Under
the Brokenshire yoke I, too, should be provided for. I should be raised
from my lowly estate, be given a position in the world, and, though for
a while the fact of the _mésalliance_ might tell against me, it would be
overcome in my case as in that of Libby Jaynes. His talk was a pæan on
our luck.
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