"Nonsense!" said Cantor, with an easy laugh. "You've been having
nightmare. Why," he declared, "I'm French! At least I was born in
Alsace.... Wherever did you get such a notion?"
"It's the truth."
He laughed again. "Of course I can't prove that I'm not--any more than you
can prove that I am.... And meantime I love you very much indeed and am
asking you to be my wife.... Now don't refuse offhand. Take time to
consider.... You don't want to be shut up in your room for months, maybe
years. Your father seemed to have the notion of imprisonment for life." He
showed his teeth in a smile that seemed to say he appreciated the humor of
the whole thing. "I offer you a way out, and not a hard way.... You can't
dislike me so much, or you wouldn't have been willing to play around with
me the way you have. Just think it over and you'll see lots of
advantages.... Why, we can end this disagreeable situation this afternoon!
Throw a few things in a bag and come with me. We'll be married and
telephone your father. He'll rage, but you'll be out of his reach."
She sat silent, bewildered, more terrified by this new development than by
her father's rage and her imprisonment. She was afraid of Cantor's
suavity; she was afraid of his power, afraid of what he and her father
might plan and carry through with her as its victim. It was sinister,
threatening.... And what she knew of this man did not lead her to think of
him as a man who married.... As she was she might lose her life or her
reason, but something told her that if she became Cantor's she would lose
her soul.... Potter Waite arose before her, and her love for Potter
Waite--her love that could never come to fruition....
She pondered, and her keen, restless brain darted here and there like some
small imprisoned animal seeking a way of escape, but everywhere
encountering the bars of the cage.... One thing she saw--she must not
refuse Cantor with finality. She must leave him uncertain, with hope or
reason to believe he might find her malleable in his hands. She must not
offend him; she must put him off from day to day for her own safety,
hoping for the unexpected to intervene. They hoped to shut her mouth by
marriage. She would hold them in suspense and gain what advantage a moment
might vouchsafe to her. At any rate, Cantor meant liberties for her; meant
that she would be allowed to leave her room, to go about the city with
him, to divert herself, to find relief in gaieties and in matching her
wits against his.... This she saw.
"Not now--not to-day," she said. "Wait.... This is a new thought to me....
I don't know.... Will you go now and let me think. Please go now--and come
to-morrow."
"For my answer?"
"I won't promise that--but come."
He lifted her hand to his lips. "To hear is to obey," he said, gaily. "At
least I may hope."
She found herself alone and tired, so tired. "You can hope," she said to
the vanished Cantor, "but there's no hope for me--in all the world there's
not a ray of hope."
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