"That is why you came?" she repeated, dully. _That_ was why he had come.
Love had not brought him; he had not been driven to her by his heart. He
had come to ask questions about Cantor--that was all. She felt cold,
numb.... It was a bitter moment. He said no word of love; he was brusque,
even harsh. He did not put his arms about her hungrily, nor give her,
against her will, another of those high moments of which she had
experienced too few.
"Cantor is a spy," he said, "a German spy.... I know it. I must have
proof.... You know it, too."
"No," she said, "I know nothing."
"Hildegarde," he said, "whatever you are, whatever you have done, you're
not a traitor.... You can't be _that_. You are shielding this man. Knowing
what he is doing, you shield him.... You used to talk about America and
patriotism...."
"I'm not a traitor!... I'm not a traitor!" she whispered. "I don't know
anything. I can't tell you anything." Had the hour struck? she asked
herself. Was her father about to be exposed in his perfidy; was she about
to step on the world's stage as the daughter of a spy, a traitor, an
inciter to murder? Her brain refused to credit it. The thing was
monstrous, impossible.... She had feared it, been certain of its coming,
but now she denied it. It could not happen--to her.
"You must tell the truth," he said, striving to make his voice gentle.
"You warned me once.... Your warning was true. If you had not known you
couldn't have warned me.... You _know_."
"No!... No!..."
"How did you know they were coming to my shop that night?"
"I can't tell you.... I sha'n't tell you."
"You're shielding _him_!"
"No, not him."
"Do you love that man? Is that why you protect him?" Again the personal
element was obtruding. Jealousy showed its face where there should have
been only a calm desire to know the truth.
"I hate him! Oh, how I hate him!--more than anything else on earth!"
"But you are with him always ... daily. That doesn't look like hate.... A
girl doesn't--" He stopped, could not say the thing, could not tell her to
her face that a girl like her does not become the mistress of a man she
hates.
"You don't know.... You don't understand. I can't help myself. I have to
be with him. I have to, I tell you. Can't you believe me?"
"Why?" he said, briefly.
"I can't tell you."
"Do you know what this man is doing? Do you know your country is at war,
and this man and his work are more dangerous than an army on the
battlefield? Do you know that? Do you know that for years he has plotted
and worked against America? That he has burned mills, dynamited bridges,
stirred up labor troubles--bought and paid for murders--for Germany? You
_do_ know. I know that you know.... And yet you call yourself an American
and say you are no traitor.... You're as bad as he."
"You mustn't say that." Her flaming spirit was awakened to anger, an anger
sending her on as headlong a course as his. "I sha'n't listen to it.... I
tell you I hate him."
"Is he Adolf von Arnheim?"
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