There was a note in the letter to which he responded instantly--an
arousing note, a reckless note, which called to pulsating life that
heedlessness of consequences which had always been so characteristic of
him. He could see her writing in white heat; could picture her as she sat
at her desk with the smolder of rage in her eyes. They two were in perfect
sympathy, matching daring with daring, rashness with rashness, unrest with
unrest. Both were driven by spirits that scorned repose, and a hunger for
untrammeled freedom of action. Fires burned in both of them which
threatened constantly to burst all restraints. It required no mental
effort on Potter's part to understand Hildegarde; he had but to look into
his own mental mirror and what he saw there reflected her as well.
One point required no consideration--whether or not he would obey her
summons. That he would go was natural, inevitable. Had that call come from
an utter stranger he would have responded because there was something in
him that would have carried him to the spot. But something stronger than
this natural urge of adventuresomeness called him to Hildegarde, for
regarding her he had reached an ultimate conclusion. As he sat with her
letter in his hands he knew it was a conclusion from which he would never
waver; that a thing had happened to him which was final; that something
within him had taken a stand from which there could be no recession. This
conclusion was that Hildegarde von Essen was the woman produced by the
ages for him and for him alone. There was an element of fatality in his
attitude, some fragment of primitive belief in predestination. She had
come into his life, and never could be gotten out of it. He felt, somehow,
that nothing could keep them apart.... He loved as he did other things,
recklessly, unrestrainedly, perhaps with something of primitive savagery.
Rage mixed with his other emotions. Herman von Essen had handled her
ungently; had pawed her about, perhaps, with those huge, unsightly hands
of his. The mark of his every finger was on her arm, she said.... Well, he
would never do it again. Potter wanted to go to the man and batter him to
a pleading mass of blood and bruises. Vaguely he hoped von Essen would
discover him when he came for Hildegarde. That would be his opportunity.
The thing that required thought of him was what he should do with her when
he had taken her away from her father's house. The obvious solution did
not occur to him at once--because it was so obvious; because, perhaps, it
was the thing he so burningly desired.... Suddenly he leaped to his feet,
his eyes shining, his soul uplifted with sudden joy. He would marry her;
he would take her for his own. That was a solution of all their
problems.... In it he neglected to consider her--whether she shared his
views of that matter or not. His sense that they were predestined for each
other made for that neglect.... He would marry her, and then she would be
his to guard, to protect--to love.
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